your pov
"alright guys, i think this is just about it today, did you enjoy the stream"
"i know i did" says tommy in a flirtatious, yet sarcastic tone.
the chat replies
"YES"
"POGCHAMP"
"MORE SMP"
"NOOOO DONT GO"
"WE LOVE YOU"
"TOMMY X Y/N"
"dont forget to sub with prime" tommy chimes in.
"oh yes, i almost forgo-"
"to tommyinnit"
"no self promoting on my stream tommy, shut the hell up"
"a mans got to make his living somehow"
"how hard can it be, youre white, a man, cis, and straight."
"..."
"as you should. GOODBYE EVERYONE AND HAVE A GREAT NIGHT BYEEEEE."
i end the stream.
"you didnt have to pop off like that on me y/n" he says, embarassed.
"youre right, but i still did it"
"do you want to stream again tomorrow?"
"oh- uh- i"
i have to take my mother for her chemotherapy tomorrow, i cant.
"i'm- uh- busy tomorrow"
"oh." he says, and i can hear the disappointment. we really had fun today.
"look, really, its nothing against you i am busy tomorrow"
"you think you can hurt my feelings? i have women kissing my feet, y/n, i have women lining around the block."
"but they aren't me"
a moment of silence erupts.
"well then im going to be getting off now, goodnight"
"goodnight tommy"
i leave the call with a smile on my face. as soon as i notice a wave of franticness washes over me.
am i falling for an arrogant, self-obsessed, prick?
no. he's a friend. i can smile about friends.
then why do you keep thinking about his face.
shut up.
it was so close, yet so far.
shut up.
you want it to happen again.
shut up.
i grab my phone and earbuds and put on my playlist.
I THINK - Tyler, The Creator
i lay down in bed and fall asleep listening to music. shit only gets crazier from now on.
YOU ARE READING
impossible. - tommy x reader
Fanfiction"well, don't you want a picture?" "excuse me?" "surely you know who i am." "i'm not sure i do, sorry." "impossible. --------- a work in progress :) no smut, purely fluff/angst
