impossible. - tommy x reader

chapter 10

i hug her. i hold her. i kiss her on the forehead.

for the last time.

"i love you" i manage to get out, holding back tears, eyes glassy, trembling.

"pull the plug."

they ask me if i want to leave the room first, i agree. tommy and i walk out, his arm around my shoulder to comfort me.

beep. beep. beep. beep.

beeeeeeeep.

i hear the heart rate monitor flatline.

it's over. she's gone. what do i do now? where do i go? oh my god, where do i go? i'm 16 i can't live by myself. i already provide for myself, BUT I CAN'T LIVE BY MYSELF.

tommy stops walking as we exit the hospital and looks at me, he cups his hands on his cheeks and makes eye contact.

"are you going to be okay by yourself, or would you like me to come over?"

come over and never leave. hold me. don't let go. i can't do it without you.

"please come over." i say, tears falling down my face.

"i'll give you a ride, okay? and i'll text my mum and explain what's happened. i'll stay."

we get to his car and i give him the address so he can find it. (a/n: remember you rode there in the ambulance with your mother, so dont worry, you arent leaving a car there😳)

as we arrive he runs over to my side and opens the door for me, i've stopped crying my now, but my face is red, my eyes are puffy, and there's dried tears caked on my cheeks.

i laugh slightly, he looked so weird running over to open the door due to his lanky proportions.

we make our way inside and go to my room and i lay down, i motion for him to lay next to me.

my bed is twin sized, so there isn't much room and his feet hang off the end, but thats okay.

he manages to fall asleep just before me, and the last thing i remember is his hand going limp around my waist.

i'm so glad he's here.

but what the hell am i going to do.