In love with my bully a.k.a Carter Reynolds

SCHOOL

I walk into school to see my friend Bri standing by my locker.
"Hey!"
I run up to her and hug her.
"Hello"!☺️
(Thats her facial expression😂)
"Why are you near my locker"?I ask putting some books into my book bag and taking some out."Umm..Yesterday.You can pretend it didn't happen".She looks at the bruise on my arm.

FLASHBACK.
I run towards the bathroom.I lock my self in a stall and put my feet up on the toilet.I cry into my knees.I hear the door open."Chrissy I know your in there".He bangs on the stall door.I didn't lock it!Shit😭.(I like using emojis PLZZ don't judge).Carter bust opens the door."Carter!Stop".He drags me out of the stall and pins up against the wall.I feel warm liquid go down my head.Blood."Carter-".He squeezes my arms more."Carter your hurting me stop"!He looks into my eyes.His eyes start tearing up."Carter"?I lean in and so does he.I look behind me to see Bri."Let her go Carter"!He lets me go and runs out of the bathroom."How much did you see"?I ask her while she starts putting on make up were Carter gave me bruises,on my arm."He paused".Is all she says."What"?
"He looked at you like he was sorry".
"You really think so"?
"Hey you guys used to be friends a LONG TIME AGO.But maybe he is changing".She leads me out of the bathroom into the garden🌹."So did your lips touch his"?She ask."Almost.How can I like someone who is such a bully to me"?
"Maybe his asking the same question".She says pointing to Carter on a bench crying."Carter"?
"Go away"!He says getting up and leaning me again tree,holding both my hands up."What is it about you"?
He leans in and whispers in my ear."Run.If you think you understand run,and if you don't,try.But for now,run".He looseness his grip enough for me to run.It was running that I figured it out.He loves me but doesn't want to.Which is why he hurts me.

NOW

"I know but to find out that your bully for 2 years might actually love you...well it's just weird.Especially when you might love him back".I say in a whisper."True.You do have a point but I don't blame you he is hot".

"Oh look it's the troll".I hear one of Carter's friends,Aaron yells."No she's the ugliest one".Him and his friends start laughing.I feel my self start to tear up."I HATE YOU CARTER REYNOLDS.I HATE YOU"!Right when I yell that he just stares at me."Leave"!He orders his friends."But dude-".
"Now"!They leave.Bri didn't want to leave but I tell her that I'll be okay.After she leaves Carter speaks up."You don't mean that".
"Well I did mean it".The bell
rings and now the hallways are empty.He then pins up against my locker and speaks against my lips."Do you hate me now"?
"Alittle less".He kisses me.He puts on hand on my waist and one hand on my neck.I wrap both my hands around his neck.I he starts to bite my bottom lip.He tells me to jump and a wrap my legs around him.After 45 minutes of that the bell rings."Tell me your answer later".He hands me his phone number then winks and leaves.😦😍

Long CH. finally!!love Sugerplum 😘