In love with my bully a.k.a Carter Reynolds

CANCER

I slowly open my eyes.Where am I?
"Mrs.Reynolds"?
No has ever called me that beside Carter.Why is this person calling me that."Where am I"?I ask.
"Your in the hospital you fainted last night".Oh,it's a doctor."Why did I faint?Why am I still here"?I try to get up but the doctor gently pushes me back on the bed."I don't know anyway to put this but let me start here.Did you use to get hit in the head a lot"?
"Umm,".What do I say."I used to get bullied.He used to bang my head on walls and lockers and mom was abusive...why is that important?I need to plan a wedding".I tell him.
"Mrs.Reynolds,we did a scan on your head.All the banging on your head must have caused your blot to clot then it became....You have a tumor.Im so sorry Mrs.Reynolds.You can go home for a week but then we have to start kemo therapy".My heart sinks into my stomach."I'll leave you to get all your things".He says,then leaves.I can't believe it,I have cancer.

When I walk into the house I see a note from Carter:

Hey babe!If you got out of the hospital I'll be home soon!I went to go get Chinese food-love,Your soon to be husband.

I smile slightly.I have to tell my fans.I get my laptop and start my broadcast."I need to tell you guys something".I say while tearing up.All the comments say:did you break up with Carter again?
"No.This is something much worse...I used to get bullied in school and that person would bang my head against lockers and walls,that apparently caused a blood clot, which then caused my red blood cells to reproduce too much.Guys I have brain cancer".I Manage to get out."Im sorry guys I can't do this".I say ending the broadcast.I start freaking out.I start yelling and throwing everything while crying like crazy."Hey Ba-hot shit"!He drops the groceries and embraces me in his arms."Baby what's wrong"?
"Do you know why I fainted Carter"?
"No!What is it"?
"I have cancer".He is silent.He starts crying."Baby look at me.Im gonna be with you every single step of the way.I won't ever leave you.I promise".He kisses me."I love you mrs.Reynolds".I cry into his chest."I love you to Car".I can't take it.I get up and try to breathe."Carter I can't breathe!I CAN'T BREATHE!IM GONNA DIE"!I yell.I collapse to the floor.Carter wraps his arms around me.I could just tell he is crying."I love you though.Don't die,please".He whispers.Everything hurts."You need to calm down.Its probably not good".He helps me up and leads me to my our room.We both lay in the bed.Carter falls asleep before me.I used to dream about having a future with him but now...Might not even have one😔.