In love with my bully a.k.a Carter Reynolds

Panic attack

"Hey loser"!I turn around from my locker too see...Carter?Without any warning he pins me against my locker."Ow!My head again"!
"I don't care.I came here to talk to you bout the project".I look behind to see all of Cater's friends laughing expect Shawn."So this is how things are gonna go down.Your gonna finish the project and put my name on it".

"Carter I ca-"!He bangs my head against the locker again."Bye loser.Oh and don't spell my name wrong".Is the last thing he says before walking away with his squad.I noticed something on his face that got my attention.A scar,from his dad.

CARTER POV

I drive home on the verge of tears.I see a note but I don't bother looking at it.I head straight to my room and made sure I locked the door.I put my head in between my legs and cry my heart out.I scream and yell."Why!Why do I have to hurt the one I love"?I can't breathe,everything hurts.I get up and punch,throw,kick,and break everything in the room.My vision is blurry and I can't see crap.Without me thinking I go to my bathroom ad get a blade out. I throw it against the mirror .I can't live anymore.I can't do this."Carter"?I look up into the broken mirror to see Chrissy.

Chrissy POV

I get home to my mom passed out again.I go to my room and look into the mirror.He said he loved me then he goes and hurts me.What is wrong with him?I start to breath heavy and my vision starts to get blurry.I scream and fall to my knees.I cry out to someone,the lord to give strength but I fall apart.I go to the bathroom and cut my self.I throw the blade at the mirror.I cry out in pain.Without thinking I run out of the house and sprint to Carter's house.When I get there I run upstairs to his room.I walk into his bathroom and see shattered glass everywhere and even his in is room every little thing is broken."Carter"?He looks up and turns around to face me."Im a monster".He tells me.He walks over to me Sobbing.I pull him into a hug.

After we clean up the huge mess and Carter cleans up my wrist filled with blood he tells me "Don't ever do this because of me.Ever".I nod my head and kiss him.He kisses me back softly.I lay my head on his forehead.I would like to say that we finished the night watching a movie and eating popcorn but that's not the case.In our  case I remember a belt hitting my back again,and again,and again...