In love with my bully a.k.a Carter Reynolds

THE DAY BEFORE

Kerry's POV(before the accident!!)

"Kerry"!I run downstairs to see my sister Christina with a black eye and a bloody nose.I lead her to the bathroom and clean her up."Who did this to"?She looks away."Chicka tell me".Ive been calling her that since she was 3 and I was 4."Carter Reynolds".She says in barely a whisper.

"Are you gonna be able to watch mom here?I have to go out".
"Yah".
She hugs me."I love you sis".
"I love you too Chicka".

"Oh hi sweetie".Mrs.Mendes greets me."Shawn is here right"?I hug her.
"Right upstairs sweetheart".I run upstairs to see Shawn writing a song."Shawn"?He looks up from his guitar and smiles.He kisses me then leads me to his bed.We lay on it just talking  to each other about our days."Shawn"?
"Yes K"?

"Do you know-"?He starts speaking before I can finish."Oh I almost forgot!Carter reynolds,Matthew,Aaron,Jack J,Jack G,Taylor,Cam,Nash,and his little bro Hayes are all coming over in like 6 minutes.Do you want to stay"?I get to beat this Carter Reynolds ass."Yah babe that would  be perfect".

"So truth or dare"?Hayes ask Shawn."Dare of course0!
"Okay this isn't bad but I want you to sing a new song.They are just SOO good.One day your gonna have an album".Shawn laughs at the thought and gets his guitar and starts singing:Something big I feel it happening out of my control,push it forward and its grabbing me feel it in my soul like,oh".

"Why did you stop baby"?I ask him."That's all I have".
"Okay now I have to ask someone"!I say."Carter?Truth or dare"?
"Truth".

"Why did you hurt Christina"?All the boys look at him."I didn't-".
"Thats bull crap Carter!I saw you"!

"Bruh you did what"?Matt gets up."Fine!I beat her up because I hate her.She is mad ugly too"!

"True"!All the boys day expect Shawn."Out"!They all look at Shawn."I said out"!They all leave.Before Carter goes I whisper."Stay away from my sister you dick"!

"So you never told me about your friend Christina".Dang he hasn't meet my FAM yet.Ill just lie."Yah.We are really close".
"Thats cool".I look at my phone."My mom is here".He pulls me close to him."No don't leave"!I kiss his nose and grab all my stuff."You promise you'll come mañana"?
"Si".We laugh.He kisses me passionately then I leave.

When I get up I go to Chicka and mines room.I see her in the corner of the room,crying."Shh what's wrong"?I say embracing her in my arms."Im afraid Carter is going to hurt me again".
"He won't,I promise".All of a sudden a feel like puking.Then I remember the thing I bought at CVS."Chicka I really have to go to the bathroom.When I come back we can talk about it if you still want to okay"?She nods her head and I go into the bathroom.

After waiting 1 minute,which seemed like a hour,I looked at the stick...I'm pregnant.

I go back into the room. Chicka is on her bed."Hey"
"You were with a boy weren't you"?She says smiling."You have been with a boy for the past few months"!She squealed."Shh lower your voice"I tell her
"I HEARD BOY TALK"!We hear our mom yell.Soon she is in our room."Okay what's the talk"?
"Im about to figure out who is Kerry's Bf"!Chrissy says."Oooh snap"!They both look at me."His name is Shawn".
"Eeeee"!My mom and sis scream.
"Were you with him right now"?My mom ask.
"Yep.He is so sweet and kind and just,really,really...really hot"!
"oh my goodness,SHUT UP"!My dad yells coming into my room."You woke me up from my sleep"!He yells in his monster voice, then he attacks us playfully.My sister and I laughed a lot."Stop-St-STOP"!My sister yells between laughs."Okay,okay".My dad says.He kisses our foreheads and leaves the room."So tell us more about Shawn"!Crap."Mom?Can I talk to you about something"?I ask tearing up.Chrissy gets a clue and leaves to watch tv.My mom embraces me."Shh,sweetie what's wrong"?I get up and go to the bathroom.She follows me."Mom look".She looks at the stick and put her hand over her mouth."Mom I'm sorry!I didn't mean to disappoint you".She embraces me again."Well make this work.Well make this work".
"You can meet him and his mom tomorrow.After I go to work with dad he is dropping me off at his house.Ill tell him the news then later,you can come too"?She looks and me placing a piece of hair behind my ear."Yes sweetie".She kisses my hair and leaves.

Later my sister comes back and gets into her bed."So is Carter cute"?I ask acting like I've beer met him before.

"The hottest!Why does he hate me"?She looks at her phone then hands it to me.I act like I've never seen him before."Wait.What"?I zoom in on the picture."Is this the same Carter you were friends with in like,the 6th grade"?How come I didn't realize that before?She looks down smiling but,it slowly fades."Sadly,yes".
"Well I have to wake up early to go to work with dad so...How come you can find a picture of him so easily"?
"Him and his friends are kind of YouTube famous".
"Oh wow!Well good night sleepy head".

"Sweetie".I wake up to see my dad."Get ready quick!You woke up late"!He kisses me on the forehead then leaves.I put on a white skater girl  skirt and a white crop top with the word "Swag" in gold.I put on. White vans and head downstairs.My dad hands me an apple and we go into the car.

6 hours later we leave."Do you mine if we make one stop"?He ask me once his work day is over.
"Not at all dad".He stops in front of Broadway.He comes out about 4 minutes later with three tickets for wicked."Daddy and daughter's day"!I clap my hands and turn I the radio on.My favorite song timber my Kesha comes on the radio."IS GOING DOWN IM YELLING TIMBER"!I sing.I can sing really good."YOU BETTER MOVE,YOU BETTER DANCE".My dad has a really good sorta raspy singing voice,I love it."So who is Shawn"?I stop singing and I freeze up."I'll tell you everything later but take a left here,his house is just down the road but be careful there is a side road that some people don't see".I say hoping to distract him.It doesn't work."Sweetie I would like to know more about him if I'm gonna drop you off".He is still driving.
"A friend"?
"I think we both know that's not true.
"You really want to know dad"?
"Yes please".We are about to get to the dangerous road."Dad be carful-".
"TELL ME NOW"!

"IM PREGNANT"!
"What"?

"SHAWN IS THE  DAD BUT HE IS A GOOD GUY SO DONT HATE HIM"!My dad looks in shock."Dad"?I look ahead.I car is coming out of the road."DAD STOP"!He blinks out of shock."DAD"!Its to late.Our car flips over.My head hits the window hard.I feel something gash into my side.I scream in pain.Everything is spinning.No no!Lord I can't die.Please not know.OMG THE BABY!Everything stops spinning.I feel warm liquid drip down my head.Stay awake Kerry,keep breathing.I look to my right.The door must have blown off.I see Shawn's mom look out the window and run.I then see Shawn run out and try to process what happened.He quickly runs over to me."Help!Help I can't breathe!I have my sister to take care of"!I start freaking out.I can't tell him I'm pregnant.He will freak out even more.i look at my dad."Daddy"?I shake him."Dad"!He isn't waking up.No!"No DADDY"!I yell crying my eyes out.I stop.Im losing oxygen.I hold my side even tighter.Everything looks black,soon I can't see.Lord no!Please.In losing to much blood.Shawn."Forever and always"."Kerry?KERRY".I close my eyes.

When I open my eyes everything is so beautiful.The colors of the flowers and the sun are magnificent.I look around to see perfect people.Really perfect!They don't have not one flaw.I look to my right and see a mirror,on the glass a big sheet of paper.It reads:You're true beauty-God.Am I in heaven?I rip and big sheet of paper off and see myself.Im glowing.Im wearing a beautiful white dress and white heels.My face looks Soo perfect that I think it's make up but when I feel my face there is nothing on,and the biggest thing of all,I have wings.HUGE wings.Its so bright."Sweetie"?I turn around to see my dad looking 20 at least.His wings are beautiful.I would have almost recognized him."Dad"?