The Butterfly's Meaning || ♡Komahina/Hinakoma♡

Instant Love

Nagito's P.O.V 

I always thought that the brunette was cute, but it felt as though, right as I learned that we were soulmates, I instantly fell in love with him. As if, with that information, everything beautiful about him had come out to me as clear as day and got me hooked. Is that bad? I know that Hajime wants this to be more natural and our love to instead be something to grow, but I just can't help myself. It was my entire childhood trauma and the fact I was love and touch starved kicking in, or at least that was what I had to guess. For how much I simply craved having someone to love, and finally knowing that I will have it, it makes me oh so happy. I've tried not to be over-attached to the brunette in front of him, though, as I didn't want him to be suddenly uninterested in me and drift away from me. But I have to admit, that I will snatch a peck from him when I can! His lips are just so soft, so kiss-able, something I couldn't keep my own lips away from. His lips were like a magnet. Hajime Hinata himself was a magnet. How was he not dating someone already? I mean, I know that we are soulmates and all and we are destined to be together, but it still dazes me how anyone hasn't snatched his heart by now. Was I truly just this lucky? Even for luck, this just seems so impossible to me. 

And it didn't even matter if my gushing was too extreme, as, from what I know about how soul bonds work; Hajime was still somehow going to fall in love with me and be with me until the day I die. When soul bonds are created, there is no breaking of them. They were as sturdy as sturdy can be. No, they were even more than sturdy. They were simply, just perfect. 

In all and complete honesty, with all of the stir of feelings that I've got bubbling for Hinata, it makes me long even more to have the will to physically speak. While, yes, I could type up everything I want to say to him, it just doesn't hit as romantic as I would wish for it to be. It's like messaging a loved one a break up message through text, but the other way around; romantic feelings, all through text. It was bitter and didn't live up as much as I want it to. I have millions of words for him, yet all they would ever be would be given through pixels and codes. It's sad, when you really think about it. 

Well, anyways; me and Hinata spent the next two days spending our time with one another, and I could tell that he was definitely taking in the fact that we were in a soul bond and accepting it. He'd been accepting and returning more random teasing kisses that I gave him. Suddenly, it was as if, to him, 'natural love' meant love in nearly an instant. Not that I minded at all; he was just a little bit slow to it. 

On another note, I've been noticing that Akamatsu has been being around Rantaro and Ouma more over the last few days. And that sparked plenty of questions from me, though I didn't quite have the confidence to ask any of them aloud. Actually, as of currently, the five of us were out at a local Wendy's, eating food there. Yes, the fast food place did get quite expensive, especially when it came to having to feed five people; but, luckily Kaede was rich and willing enough to pay for all of us. Her and Ouma were mostly talking to each other throughout the time we were there, and they ended up arranging a meeting in which they would compete at a game of chess. Though it was odd and worrying, Rantaro wasn't speaking a single bit. It made me feel terrible for Kokichi, was the greenette really just planning on leaving him t be depressed? It seemed like the male was avoiding him somewhat. I had to talk to him about it, this was just outrageous. 

Then there was me and Hinata. He no longer felt awkward around me, and it was quite clear that he was reaching over for my hand multiple times. Though in between, we had a few conversations. Near the end of the time we were all spending with each other, Akamatsu spoke. "Hey, did you guys know that there's going to be a firework festival at the end of this week? I think it's being held because of what Hope's Peak decided to do for you guys. Are any of you planning on going? It's being held by the coast!" This was news to me, and I assume it was the same for the other three. A firework festival? I was torn between what to do, in all honesty. On one hand, fireworks were incredibly pretty to look at and it's said that they spark the greatest of romances. Though on the other hand, they were also very loud and destructive on the ears. But I suppose that would have to depend on where one was standing or sitting. If I were going to attend the firework festival, then I would have to be sure to stay decently far away from where the fireworks are being set off, though still close enough to where I got a good view of them. In the end, I decided that my own decision would depend on what Hinata wanted to do. If he were to go, I would want nothing in the world except to spend the night with him, my soulmate.