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💔SakuAtsu angst drabble💔

TRIGGER WARNING FOR CHARACTER DEATH, SUICIDE AND A LOT OF ANGST

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When the horrific news arrived to Atsumu that his twin had passed away from suicide, nothing felt the same.

Every second of the day dragged. Family meet-ups didn't feel like family anymore. The double dates were now gone. Sleepless nights filled with tears or void emotion.

Everything had changed.

With every passing moment that Atsumu remembered that his other half was now gone, was another moment in the arms of his lover, soothing touches and comforting words doing what they could.

Often  there would be nights where Kiyoomi wouod hear a yell and something shatter or fall to the ground with a deafening thud and would find the faux blonde curled up on the floor in uncontrollable tears and covered in whatever little injuries he'd gained from whatever he'd broken out of anger.

Just seeing the other so broken by all of the overwhelming emotions brought tears to his own eyes and made his heart clench in agony, finding himself sighing sympathetically and sitting with Atsumu, pulling him into a tight hug and saying things like 'It's okay, Tsumu.. just let it out..' and 'I've got you.. I promise..' all while the blonde sobbed.

He would scream things along the lines of 'Why did you leave me?!?!' And 'I could have protected him! I could have helped him through everything he struggled with, and I stood by and did NOTHING!' and 'I miss him so fucking much it hurts!', eventually causing Kiyoomi to shed his own tears and squeeze Atsumu tightly, hating both himself for not being able to stop his lover's tears as well as hearing and seeing the ome he so dearly cared for in such a fucked up, messy amd broken state. It was so utterly heartbreaking that, even if Kiyoomi and Atsumu felt like the couldn't cope, they stayed with each other through all of the pain and suffering they both endured.

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Suicide is something that will never stop occurring. It's one of the only ways that people are able to be free of all their problems.. sometimes it's a person's only way out - an escape route that was followed when the worst comes to worst.

But that doesn't mean that we and you can't fight it and help those in need. So please, for your own safety amd others, reach out.

Because reaching out is the best, strongest and bravest thing you can ever do for yourself or a loved one.

Ending your own life will not free you of pain - it will pass it on to others, those who care for you and love you, even if it seems like they don't.

We all love you. Stay strong. ❤