Part 7

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I still love you but I'm learning that it's okay to love someone from a distance
I'm learning that it's okay to walk away from something I thought would've last forever
I'm learning that it's okay to put myself first and try to move on with my life

I still love you but I'm learning that we don't have to be together for me to still be in love with you
It hasn't been easy but I'm getting there
Im still processing the fact that we aren't together anymore and that things are not the same
I'm having a hard time letting you go because it is one of the hardest things I have to do
I have to take a step back and give us some space even though it's painful

The thought of us not being able to talk or hear your voice saddens me
But I have to do this
For my own good, my mental health
I need to take a step back so that I can get my life  together
And also, I don't want to be a burden to you or even think that I'm weird
For wanting to hear from you when we're not even together
Trying to be your friend hasn't been the easiest but I think you may be worth it
Even though it causes me pain.

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