Part 9

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I've been writing to erase the pain
The pain of not having you in my life anymore
The pain of not being able to hear your voice or  see your face with that smile you always
have from ear to ear whenever you'll see me
I've been writing my feelings down because some things are better  said when writing in paper than actually talking about it with someone
Because talking about it will only cause you more pain or even cause you to break down crying when trying to talk about it

Even writing about it is hard but at least you'll get the chance to actually write down everything instead of leaving some things behind
At least when writing it down, I don't have to fight the tears that are fighting to roll down my cheeks because no one is there to look at me with their sad eyes pitying me
I've been writing to erase the pain even when my eyes are blurry with tears and the words in front of me  disappear
But I can't seem to stop writing because that's the only way I know to express my feelings and all my fears.

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