Part 10

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You told me that I should move on and be happy
You told me that you wouldn't stand in the way of my happiness
You told me that you would want me to move on and live my life
You told me that you'll want me to be happy even if I'm not with you
You told me that I should not be afraid to date a guy that makes me happy and treat me right

But how could I ?
How could I move on when I can't seem to stop thinking about you
When I can't even talk to a guy without feeling guilty
How could I move on and be happy with a guy that's not you
Why do I feel like I'm cheating on you when I'm talking to a new guy
Even though we're not together

Why do I feel like I don't deserve to be happy if it's not with you
Why do I have this feeling in the pit of my stomach telling me  that I shouldn't talk to a  guy or even flirt with him because he's not you

Why is my conscience telling me I'm wrong for trying move on from you when I'm still in love with you
Why do I feel guilty for trying to move on and be happy with my life
All these questions and feelings are roaming in my mind
And I have yet to answer them .

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