Together from now until forever [Sequel!! shigadabi] pt2

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Shigarakis Pov.

Finally inside again, accept for me. I get peace and quiet while everyone else eats their fill.
I'm to sick to eat real food, nauseous and wounded, I've lied to my spouse but he found out rather quickly that my lung was also punctuated.

Might as well take this moment for myself, I shouldn't smoke but I can't help it. That suffocating smoke fills my lungs for just a second.

Letting it flow out of my mouth and nose, cigarettes I stole from my beloved Dabi.

Im on my third, I want that relief, one was enough but the smoke.

Oh the smoke, it makes me feel like the moment I was dead. Only for a few seconds but it was blissful. I was beautiful again.
I crushed the bud under my shoe and went back in, I need to rinse my mouth.

"Don't sit so close to the TV, it'll make you cruel" I said to Toga, eye's fixated on the screen before her, she nodded and moved back.

I can taste the smoke, it's getting a bit to suffocating.

"Mura, what took you so long?" Dabi asked leaning in his chair, tilting it back "I wanted to be alone" He shrugged and sat normally before getting up, "Why do you smell like cigarettes? It isn't really you" Dabi inched closer. My back lightly hitting the wall.

"It's just a cigarette"

"But it harms your pretty lungs" He fake whined holding ny face felt uncomfortable for once. "It was only three" I defended.
Space, please give me space.

"You really want to die huh? I thought I made it clear I didn't want you smoking or drinking?" He said running her thumb over my cheek.

There's the comfyness, I let my eye's close.
"I thought we got all that stress out this morning" he cooed softly, "It was impulse, I like the taste and smoke" I half mumbled...

Breathing was growing to be difficult, I felt lightheaded and drowsy with him holding me close against the wall.
Over protective and a bit to much but I like it.

I like breaking his rules.

"What's bothering you baby?" He asked so gentle and sweet, walking me to our room, sitting me down "I don't know, just keep me here for a little".
I laid down across his lap.

His palms traveling my body, adding pressure on my back. "So tense" he said whining into my ear, rubbing my back and shoulders.

"Poor baby, sleep okay? I'll get you your blankie and toy" he covered me with my favorite blanket, warm from his body heat.

Giving me my little purple bunny, mr twinkles.

"You want cuddles?"

"Yes please"

"Okay sweetheart, want some food after your little nap?"

"Mhm.."

He smiled and laid next to me, rubbing my back again.
I love my stinky husband