Together from now until forever [Sequel!! shigadabi] pt2

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Dabi's Pov. [Care taker dabi lol]

"You're going to be okay, you won't leave my sight, I'll take care of you I promise.." I ran my hand's through his unkempt hair, it was greasy and somewhat tangled. I'll brush it out and bathe him.

Knowing his mental state right now he'll try and drown himself, I can't let that happen. Never. Tomura is in need of help and I'll help him.

I just hope he doesn't go into little space anytime soon, he'll be even more scared. My poor boy, poor poor boy. I let one hand move to his face and gently hold his cheek while staring down at him. Sleeping peacefully, good.

He's been snoring a little, his mouth open slightly as he breathed in shakily "You're my baby... I'll keep you safe, until you're better I'll do everything to keep you're fragile state intact".

He's like glass, already shattered and destroyed beyond belief. I cann fix him up and hold him together, it takes time.
And I have plenty of time, he looks so sickly.

I thought I hated all for one, but no I loathe all for one. He's disgustingly horrid, a child abuser and a fucking creep.

The floor is uncomfortable, I stood up and picked him up as well. Gently rubbing his shoulder and watching his chest rise and lower as he breathed slowly, he's so cute.

I'll make him better.

He'll be fine under my surveillance, he's not allowed to die. That's not good, he's going to stay alive until I die.

And that won't be until Im older than old.

I laid him down onto the bed sitting him up slightly, covering him with a blanket and sitting next to him. He's sleeping well now that he's tucked in with his stuffed rabbit, I held his hand and turned on the TV.

He won't be leaving my sight or side, he's staying with me. I'll take care of my sweet perfect boy, just please don't go into little space, please.
If he does he'll be even more hurt.

Goodnight perfect boy.
In the morning I'll bathe you, get you some food and brush your hair. I'll make you feel better.

I laid down after putting on whatever he was last watching, pulling him up against me. If he moves or leaves I'll feel it, he won't leave me though. I kissed his cheek and just let myself stare at him.

His screaming and crying are playing in the back of my head, the look of absolute terror and fear makes my eyes want to water, the way he gripped onto me, fought so hard just to hurt himself.

I feel so fucking disgusting, seeing how he mumbled and sobbed into Kurogiris shirt.

The look he gave me when he saw my burns, he still cared and worried even though he was trying to kill himself, he wants to help us but he also want to die, he wants to leave.

Im so sorry I wasn't there.

Im sorry I couldn't protect you.
Goodnight, I'll keep you safe and warm.

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I can feel the sun light hit my face, making me squeeze my eye's shut before opening my eyes and groaning.

He's awake, sitting up in bed and staring forward at the wall breathing slowly, "well good morning" I said getting comfortable in his lap, his hand on my shoulder now.

He's not acknowledging me, "Im gonna give you bath okay? A nice bath, brush out your hair and get you some breakfast, you might feel a bit better baby" I said rubbing his waist, his eye's are barely open.

His cheeks and nose are red, his eye's are a little puffy. "You wanna do that?" I asked looking to where he was looking, just a blank wall, nothing there.

I looked back up at him and he nodded, so I sat up. Maybe a nice start to the morning and some food will cheer him up a little.
Plus now it's been almost three days since he's eaten or drank anything.

Poor boy looks sick, he's very pale already but he's even more pale. He's somewhat wobbly to, he definitely needs some food in his system.

We made it to the bathroom, me leading and helping him there. It's 6AM so super early for us, Kurogiri is normally awake so I texted him asking for some clothes for Tomura.

Once the bath started and got warm he started to wobble more, holding his stomach and rubbing his eye's harshly.

I got him into the bath without him falling. He's so tense and his muscles are in knots, I can feel both mine and his stress.

It's somewhat awkward.. he won't talk to me.

Whatever, he just needs time. I'll let him take his time and talk when he's ready to. I gently rubbed his shoulder and hummed slowly, his body leaned against the edge relaxing a bit.

My poor Tomura, he's so stressed out and I know it. He turned his head to glance at me, looking like a sad lost puppy.

After his little massage I worked on his hair, making sure all of his hair is wet and getting the shampoo worked into his scalp.
He's so easy to work with, he'll move when I need him to without me asking.

I want him to be okay, I don't fucking care how long it takes. A week, a month, fuck even a year! As long as he'll eventually be okay.

As I rinsed his hair I looked him over, chest up but his hand's attempted to cover himself  with his knees brought up close. Still staring forward.

I let his conditioner sit for a minute while a cleaned his upper body, his face visibly uncomfortable when I got to his chest, "If you want I can turn around so you can finish washing yourself, would you like that?" I asked, I don't want him to feel uncomfortable.

He nodded as I handed him the cloth, I turned around and moved to the door. I can hear the water whenever he moves.

After a minute or two he fliched water at me, so I turned around and saw he was done waiting for me to rinse his hair.

So I rinsed his hair, gentle running a comb through it so it's easier to brush later once it dries.

Kurogiris knocked on the door, "I brought him clothes, would you like me to leave them by the door?" He asked "yeah, I'll grab them in a second" I could hear him walk away.

Once his hair was completely rinsed I leaned his head back, he looks so sick and like a corpse. I kissed his forehead, barely a second later he kissed the tip of my nose.

Such a sweet boy.

"I'll grab your clothes okay?" He nodded and sat back up, I went to the door and cracked it open pulling the folded clothes in.

He dried himself off covering his entire body with his towel, wobbling still. He definitely needs to eat something and sit down "want me to stand outside the door so you can change? Or do you need help?".

Tomura looked up from the floor to me, "help" he mumbled rubbing his eye's harshly. He's rubbed them all ragged.
I nodded and I helped him get dressed.

Once we were done he looked a little more refreshed, kuro gave him a long sleeve white shirt and gray sweatpants.
He has been shivering a lot.

"You want some breakfast?" He just looked at me and shrugged, looking back to the floor his stomach growled as he sighed "try and eat? Please? Im worried about you" I said putting my hand on his shoulder.

He scrunched his nose and sighed, "not even a nice warm soup? If you eat I wont pressure you to do anything today okay?".

"Okay"