Together from now until forever [Sequel!! shigadabi] pt2

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.Dabi's Pov.

He won't let me go from this spot, carefully and gently holding my upper body in place.
Just carefully running his fingers through my hair and rubbing my back.

I wanted to mess around and act like stupid teenagers with him, Just play around ya know? But I needed this.
Just him sitting and holding me, no talking, whispering or anything.

Complete silence.

For whatever reason, the tired eye's and white hair, scars and mole. He looks like someone from a dream.
Angelic..he's so pretty..

His eye's are so soft and almost sad in a way, his foggy eye looks like clouds sorta...he's smiling at me, he looks so in love.
With me of all people.

Scars upon scars and cuts compliment his face, soft skin and rough scars.

Why does he have to be so perfect? I never asked for any of this, he's just giving it to me. Why? What did I do to deserve him.
His hand cupped my cheek and lifted my head slightly.
He didn't have to speak.

Instead he gave me a small kiss, hunched over and smiling down at me. He's holding me so close, He's right there..I can kiss him.
His tired red eye's went down from my eyes to lips.

Gently giving me a kiss, running his thumb over my cheek. I can still taste his chapstick..
His hands feel cold, soft and his nails are almost grazing my skin.

"Can- uhm.. I-"

Fuck I can't even talk.
He's almost intimidating, so calm, pretty, gentle and just fucking perfect.
He chuckled quietly, kissing my forehead gently "You wanna try again?" He whispered  resting his head on top of mine, "I don't know..I didn't know what I wanted to say" .

I sighed "I still don't know what I want to say" he nodded and sat up letting me get more comfortable up against him, "You don't have to say anything, you can show things through actions, or we can stay like this" .

That was embarrassing huh? Not even able to tell him what I want, I don't even know what I want.
Do I want something?

I just want him nothing else but how do I phrase that? Whatever, I want to keep him here, I don't care that my legs fell asleep. He's keeping me close.
He's keeping me together, keeping me from falling apart.

Tomura Shigaraki.

The one who hasn't given up on me, set's boundaries, holds me, loves me.
He keeps me all together and doesn't leave me.

He doesn't want to leave me.
Fuck I'm going to cry about him now, I would get blood everywhere. Were lucky we get all the blood out of our clothes.

I want to tell him so many things but I don't even know how to say one of them. "I want you" I blurted out, his hand's froze and he tilted his head, "Hm?" I looked up to him and tightened my grip on him "I don't know how else to say it, I want you, just you" I moved one hand to the pack of cigarettes.

He smiled again and shut his eyes, taking in a deep breath "If so, Then I'm all yours. You know that" He said opening his eye's again.
I wanted to trt something I saw on the internet, He said he smoked my cigarettes because he liked the smoke.

But..I don't even have the energy to move the box.

Just slink my arm back around him, "My legs are asleep" I mumbled, I can't really feel my legs "I'm sorry, I can move if yo-" "no".

He looked a little taken aback, "No, You're staying here..if you want" I don't want him to move, just a little longer I promise.

"Okay, I don't mind staying like this for a little longer" thank you.
Thank you for staying with me.
He gave me a little squeeze and kissed my head.

"My poor love starved Dabi, you don't have to move until you're ready okay? We can stay like this as long as you want".

I can't help it anymore, I have to cry. It's so hard not to sob! I can't help it!
He just nodded and wiped off my bloody tears.

"Take your time dear, I won't be letting you go anytime soon".