Together from now until forever [Sequel!! shigadabi] pt2

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Dabi's Pov

"Here you go, some tea" Tomura was wrapped in the blanket sitting up looking like shit "Thanks" His hands are shakey, he might drop his cup. "Do you want any help?"

He shoke his head 'no' his finger tips making contact with the handle "No no, Im alright I should be just fine, Im sure you'd rather be doing something instead of sitting here with my sick ass" He said with a laugh.

I sighed heavily in disappointment.

Throwing my arms up as I turned away from him, I thought that he would finally accept help and listen to me and his body.

He's going to fucking die!

Im already traumatized! 

"Dabs, What's wrong" that's a stupid ass question, he admitted he was in pain and owing up to the fact that he isn't okay but now this?!

"You know damn well what's wrong" I said turning to him crossing my arms, "I thought you would finally listen to us, but no you're just soooo selfless! You worry about what we want, what I want!... What about you, Tomura. What do you want?"

His eye's became dull again as he turned his head. His face sadder "I want you guys-"

"FUCKING DAMNIT! IM TIRED OF THIS! SHUT UP! OH MY GOD, TOMURA YOU'RE FUCKING DYING AND YOU EXPECT US TO NOT WORRY, YOU CAN'T KEEP FUCKING DOING THIS! WHAT IF I LOSE YOU? HUH? WHAT ABOUT SPINNER? TOGA? MAGNE? KUROGIRI? WHAT ABOUT US?! IF YOU DIE WE'LL BE ALONE! LOST!" I screamed in his face, I grabbed his shoulders.

..more like his neck.

He dropped the cup shattering it, I know I gave him flash backs and I know damn well im guilt tripping him. But he needs to listen.

"Im scared damnit! I know im going to die! Okay?! Im sorry, you act like I enjoy making you guys hurt, Im scared to get help because what if I lose who I am?!" He yelled back weakly.

His eye's started to close as he cried, his hand was bleeding slightly from the glass "I just don't want to lose part of myself, If I get help I'll be hopped up on drugs constantly, Im scared of that Dabi, and Im sorry okay? I need help.

I need help badly but it feels selfish of me"

I fucked up a bit, I went over board didn't I.
Finally I let him go only for him to flinch, "Mura you know we wouldn't let them do that to you, we won't let them drug you, we just want to help you heal, I know what you've been through and I know it affects you but trust us, trust me"

Spinner had come out, pulling me away but Tomura still reached for me "Careful you'll get cut" lizard says pushing Tomura back slightly.

"Can I make it up to you?" I asked looking into his red puffy eyes "I dunno, Im a mess right now"

"I'll be back"
He said something after me but I still left, I need to calm down, I'll get him flowers, chocolate to and something spicy.

We'll have an actual talk.

He's stupid and I have anger issues.

Im working on it.

I'll get better.

..Tomura's Pov..

"Do you think he's mad at me? I know im stupid sometimes but I had to fuck up bad for him to get angry like that" I mumbled as Spinner wrapped my cut with a dinosaur bandaid.

He looked up at me sadly, "No, he's not mad but we're all worried remember how Toga was being all weird? She wanted to apologize before it was to late, we're scared, that's all it is".

Fucking shit.

God maybe Im stupider than I thought, "Oh" was all I managed as Spinner wiped the flood one last time, "I'll get you another cup, do you need anything else?".

"Can you stay out here with me? Before Dabi gets back being alone sounds scary"

"O-0h! Yeah that's okay, want me to get some animal crackers?"

"Yes please"

He left, I turned on the TV and scrolled through my Netflix account.
She-Ra.

Comfort cartoons.

"Here, now move over I want to get comfortable" he said setting down the plate and cup, I let him sit down "sometimes I think I made a mistake letting myself fall in love, I irritate him often".

"Tomu you're a good person, you were just never taught to love it takes time"

"Thanks spinner, I love you a lot, you're my best friend dont tell Toga she'll try to kill you" I said with a laugh. He smiled and nodded

"I won't, now share the blanket im cold"