prince caspian

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AN; this is a song preference, a song from Olivia Rodrigo's new album, "SOUR". i will most likely be making song preferences with all of the songs, this one is traitor. thank you for reading!!
i'll also probably be using the main chorus of this song from y/ns pov!! <3

                         you betrayed me
i saw him kissing her, multiple times. holding her hands and caressing her face as he would with me.

it hurt, like a punch in the face. i should've known better. the way he gazed at her, even when i was right beside him.

i was blind to it, because i thought i was in love and nothing could take it away. i believed in a fairytale world, that would never be real.
  

and i know that you'll never feel sorry for the way i hurt
i watched them run away together into the night, holding hands. they looked totally inlove, like they didn't care that he had a fiancé in the castle bedroom, watching them out the window.

the only thing i can say it that it showed he didn't care, not a tear shed, a smile towards the castle. the brunette man didn't even bother taking one last look behind himself.

you talked to her, when we were together

sometimes i went to sleep with caspian's arms around me but woke up in the middle of the night to a cold, empty spot on the bed where he once was.

i, always hoping for the best, decided he went to the restroom and rolled back over to go to sleep. never once did i lose a blink of sleep thinking he would do something like this.

sometimes i thought i caught him staring at me so i blushed, but i now realize he was looking past me, at her.

loved you at your worst
i held him tightly in my arms, caressing him and wiping his tears. he was a mess. over what? he told me stress. but around the same time, his little princess anne had started going out with some other man.

i wiped his nose with my own sleeve, cleaning him up with my own hands and helping fix him from his horrible heart break.

i held his hair back while he threw up from crying so much, i helped him eat after not doing so in weeks.

i helped him bathe himself after aslan knows how long. i brushed the nots in his hair to make him feel better. none of it was her.

but that didn't matter
i came home from the village, absolutely bawling my eyes out because of some alliance princesses, telling me i wasn't good enough for my caspian.

i knocked on his door and he called out. "who is it?" i sniffled and choked out some words. "it's m-me" i stumbled over my words and leaned against his door, attempting to calm myself.

"i'm busy with anne, can you come back later?" he sounded like he was holding back a laugh. i left right after, a sigh escaping my lips as i heard laughter from the room while walking away.

i bumped into susan and lucy while almost calmed down, and they took me to the throne room to fix me up, grumbling about how caspain treats me on the way there.

"what about when you helped him get better for months?" peter questioned, pacing around his throne. "how is this any fair to you?" edmund looked at me while lucy wiped my stained cheeks.

it took you two weeks to go off and date her
two weeks after the prince ran off with princess anne, there were four letters in our regularly large stack of mail. i checked them, 'from caspian + anne' i sighed a deep sigh, knowing that i wasn't supposed to see these. there were four, not five.

i put them down on each of the pevensie's thrones and walked to my room, to get a shower. i needed to rid myself of the sudden sadness. in the middle of my shower, peter ran in waving the invitation in the air.

we screamed in unison and he threw the envelope into the shower. it landed on the floor, almost immediately getting soaked. "peter!" i scolded him for many things and he apologized quickly.

"look at-" he started and i shook my head. "i know, they're getting married."

but you're still a traitor
and here he is, many many years later after i'm married to the high king peter. he's knocking on the door, saying how anne left him for someone else.

i would've let him in but peter stopped me. he gave him food and water, also newer clothes and sent him off again.

"you don't need to be put through that pain again.." he mumbled to me, placing a kiss on my head.

AN: this turned out bad :(( anyways 2 update in one month? surprising. i love you guys so much and thank you all for 121K! make sure to eat enough, drink enough water, and take care of yourself. <33

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