TILL TIME DO US PART 🕰🔮

Chapter 17: Bonds that Binds (Pt.1)

How was he to go about this,

Taking deep breaths to steady himself, he spoke

"I know it's weird and we've only know each other for a short while but I was wondering if you'd like to hang out sometime......Ahhhh no too long" Kyle smacked his face for the second time before looking at his husky to speak again

"Hi Emil I have this thing coming up and errr I don't have anyone to ask, but I had you in mind, I thought you'd be interested so yeah....you wanna come or not" the dogs blue eyes stare back at him almost condescending, it was like he was saying try your luck again, to further buttress it's point it walks away, tail held high, nose in the air,

"Even a dog rejects you" Kyle murmurs to himself, his phone rang, he was quick to pick up,

"Hello"

"Hi Kyle" speak of the devil, well an angel in this case,

"Emil!! are you okay you sound exhausted" his instincts kicked in and he stood up walking to the door, but where to, was he really going to drive all the way to Emils house to cheer him up, they weren't that close....yet

"Yeah, I'm fine....." he trailed off,

"You don't sound fine, wanna tell me what's wrong" he sat back down, his legs kept shaking he was nervous, Emil wasn't even there and he was already breaking out in nerves,

"Are you bu-?"

"No" his answered too fast, it made him wince did he come off as desperate and weird, even Joon didn't make him feel this way

"....."  the line was quiet, If it wasn't because he could hear Emils slow breathing you'd think no one was there

"Emil"

".......I...." his breath was shaky, it made Kyle's heart itch, so he reached out to scratch at his chest,

"What is it Emil, tell me"

"I was a total jerk to Joon today, not only him but Cassey too, I-I walked out on them" knowing how much his friends meant to him it must have been difficult for him,

"Why?" Kyle obviously knew there had to be a reason

"Because....Because I was angry....Joon never hides things from me we're practically family then all of a sudden he's acting weird and....and I'm watching him slowly become someone strange, he's so guarded against everyone including me....especially me" by this time he was loosing control of himself,

"Emil breath...where are you I'll come to you, keep talking to me" he got his keys while sprinting to his car,

"I'm home but I feel trapped and I know I shouldn't have done that, I couldn't even stay and apologize properly even after they tried talking to me after class today, I....I just walked away again"

"I know but that's what friendship is about, sometimes you fight and it's okay to fight, but you gotta take the initiative to listen to what they have to say, talk about it and make up" he stopped at a red light,

"Yeah"

"Yeah, and it's hard, especially when they mean so much to you" Kyle felt like he was talking to himself,

"I really screwed up didn't I" his voice sounded hoarse, Kyle wondered if it was his imagination,

"Are you crying"

"No I just feel bad....I screwed up big time" Emil cleared his throat several times,

"No you didn't, you got upset and worried given it made you act rash it's perfectly normal"