"You sure you don't want to go the hospital?" Shawn asked as Bey got on her knees on the couch so that her head was resting on the arm rest and her belly pressing against the cushions as another contraction shot through her abdomen this time going straight to her back .
"Mhmmmm" Bey moaned in pain just like she had been the last three days , miserable as contractions and labor pains left her weak and nauseous to the point where she couldn't keep anything down and she was too uncomfortable in any position to sleep .
"Beyoncé , you're literally crying . We need to go the hospital in case something is seriously wrong , you won't let me check you-"
"You're not a doctor" she whined the second she was able to take a breath .
"So let me take you to one . Why won't you let me take you ? There's nothing stopping us , the girls are with your mom until the baby comes home and we're ready to have them back" he reminded her . "What's really wrong Bey? Come on talk to me" he pushed as he rubbed her back and her thighs trying to keep her pain levels down .
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"I don't want to have his baby" Bey said honestly.
With every contraction she couldn't help but think about the funeral and how she found out something she wish she would've had the choice to find out .
She would've rather not known , than be plagued with the visuals and details that were written
(Flashback )
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"I wish these people would hurry the fuck up" Bey said as she held Makayla's hand waiting for the pastor to unlock the doors so they could go into the church .
Her argument with Jay this morning was that she could wear 5 inch heels because she would be sitting the whole time , but now she as eating her words as she switched her weight on either foot every few seconds since her dogs were barking.
"You can't curse in church " Makayla said giving her a look .
"Look around We're not in church , we're outside" Bey said pointing to the trees and bushes . "I'm about to go sit in the car" Bey said seriously.
