Beautiful Lies

Chapter 6

Not again. I looked at my torn jeans on the floor. Since that night of me throwing cake on Dehan, I had been terrorized by them. They sent my death threats and pulled these childish games on me. I picked up my favorite jeans and threw it away in the bin that was filled with all my same fated torn shirts and hoodie for the past three days. I. Can't. Stand. This. Anymore. But Luna and Kai locked me in this room. They hid me, with hope that no one could harm me. They didn't know about this and I chose to keep these threats as secret. Kai was a huge help for those three days. He always stayed beside me, brought me food and movies. And for that three days, I blocked away any thoughts of Dehan from my mind. Kai didn't even bother to mention him. Luna hadn't come back to this room since that night, for some unknown reasons.

Those crazy girls only came to my room whenever I was in bathroom or Kai wasn't around. Talking about being a coward, that certain guy they adored so much, he didn't show his face in front of my door for the past three days. Or maybe, he didn't remember me at all. Two years. That was such a long time. Could he lost his memories by chance? My phone on my table was vibrating, showing the caller ID - Kai. Not waiting for the second ring, I pressed the green button.

"Morning Minggki," greeted the cheerful voice. Since we spent day and night locked together in the same room. I opened up about my life. I usually didn't do that but with Kai, I feel comfortable... It was like I had known him for a long time. I told him about Daesung and 'Minggki' slipped away without my notice. Kai had called me by my childhood nickname since then.

"Morning... so what Luna told you to do again?"

I heard a noise like someone was talking behind him. Then I caught Luna's voice whispering.

"Is that Luna? Tell her that I can take care of myself. So please stop playing as my bodyguards," I didn't like to be like a child that needed someone to take care of. My mother didn't like that kind of child. I had to be strong. Why was Luna so eager to help me? Who did she think she was? We didn't know each other that well, so why would she care?

"I'm sorry.... Luna wanted me to tell you.... can you skip class today?... We just knew that... some girls are waiting for you in front of your class. I will be there in minutes... so... can you.....,"

"Skip class on the first day of college. No way. Stop treating me like I'm not capable to defend myself. I don't need your help or Luna's help. I can take care of myself," I was mad at Luna. I was mad at Kai. I hate Dehan. Argh. Because of him. This was all because of him. I hung up before Kai could utter another word, then I threw my phone onto the bed. Let's see who was going to win this time. You messed with the wrong girl. I was not someone you could bully.

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Whispers. Finger pointing. Glares. They treated me like I was a murderer. I tried to ignore, but it was too much for my eyes to let go. Halfway to my class, a group of girls were standing and blocking my way. One girl saw me walking towards them and told the blonde girl who I assumed was their leader. They were all focusing on me now.

I wasn't someone that you could mess with. I had enough shit in my past and I wasn't ready for another one. I was done crying. I was done pitying for myself. I wanted to hurt someone. I wanted them to feel what I felt. I wanted them to cry like I used to. I wanted them to feel this pain. They had to feel what I had been through.

"So you are Minzy," said the blonde. Without words, I marched towards her.

"Are you the one who tore my jeans?"

She rolled her eyes on me. How would it feel if I tore out those eyes. Bet it would hurt, right?

"If I do..." My hands didn't allow her to finish that sentence, I didn't need any confirmation anymore. That slap surprised the other girls. The blonde in front of me tried to push me away but I stood firm. I pushed her harder till her ass met the floor. I, myself landed on top of her. Trying to hurt her as much as I had been hurted. Slap, punch, pulling her hair, I didn't care anymore. Making her feel what I felt. She was willing to take the pain, then I would be willing to give her that. Do you know what I had been through when I was young? The mother, the woman who was supposed to love and care me... she, she... Take that mom. I hate you mom. I hate you.

Someone pulled me away from that girl. Away from her. Dehan looked at me then on that girl. I was shaking, my hands were trembling. What did I do? I looked at that girl. What did I do... Her face was full of scars. She was crying. Dehan blocked my view and shouted something at the girls. I couldn5t catch what he said. Everything was a blur. When was the last time I lashed out like this. Before Dehan came into my life. Now he was in front of me. He was the one I should hurt. Dehan turned to me and grabbed my hands. He led me to somewhere I didn't even care. I just followed him. I wanted to hurt him as much I felt. But when he was in front of me, I became a fool.... I missed him.

We stop in front of my room. Dehan opened the door, Luna and Kai were sitting on my bed. They were talking seriously. When they saw me, they stopped talking. Kai ran to my side and took my hands. My nails were covered with hair and blood. They felt numb. My blood or that girl's? I didn't care.

"Take care of your girl," said Dehan.

That snapped something inside me. What? Didn't he, at least has some sympathy? Why he had to be this cruel.

"I hate you," I shouted at Dehan. "Why do you have to act like this? Why?"

"Minzy...," Luna stood between me and Dehan. "I have to tell you something,"

"No... you listen. This guy... you all don't know what he did to me."

"Minzy...," Luna tried to touch me, but I pushed her away. Before Luna fell, Dehan caught her. Dehan look worried, those eyes which used to worry about me. I felt sick. He helped Luna to stand straight.

I snorted, "Is this what you wanted to tell me. That both of you are couples?" I couldn't stand this. Why Dehan did this to me? I held my tears that were threatened to come out. No. You were stronger that this. Was Luna the reason why Dehan left me? I felt Kai's hands on my shoulders. My only source of strength right now.

"I had enough for today. Can you all please leave me alone?"

"No, you have to listen first," said Luna. Dehan's cold eyes met with mine. They felt different. I missed those eyes which always searched for my mistakes, my pains and my happiness.

"Minzy, you have to know that he and I... we are brother and sister,"

What Luna said fall on my deaf ear. I kept my eyes on Dehan.

"..... and... Dehan.... this is not Dehan,"My legs felt light. I was lost in this explanation.

"This is Sehun. Oh Sehun. Dehan's twins."

My eyes were still on the guy who just saved me. Now I realized how different he was from Dehan. He wasn't him. That brown eyes, cold and empty. This was not Dehan. I tore away my stare from him and looked at Luna who stood in front of me.

"Minzy.... Dehan died.... Two years ago,"