After the whole pee incident I never hear the end of it. In my defense the babies kicked my bladder when I had to go pee anyway. It's like their life depends on my pee size bladder, really! There is no way that can be comfortable! They sleep, kick, and everything else on my bladder really could they not! As I start getting used to the kicking of all three of my babies which is constantly, apparently they think if one of their siblings kick they have to all kick at the same time which is so fun because I get kicked in my ribs bladder and back, anyways once I got used to it I started to realize that this is really happening!! I wrote to John telling him how things are going:
Dear John,
Our babies are being naughty! They really like kicking me! Maybe I eat things they don't like, I should probably change what I eat:) Anywho! How are you doing? I hope you're staying safe! I love you so much always! I can't wait for you to get home! Five months can't come soon enough. Our babies just kicked probably because they can tell I'm talking to their daddy! Or because they think it's SO fun probably the daddy one!
With all my love,
Me <3
Theirs my daily letter! I put it in my mailbox and went back inside to find Jazzy on the couch! Now I need to go change my pants!
"Seriously Jazz you can't do that!"
"What I thought you saw me" she says knowing that I didn't.
"Mmhmm I am sure you did" I smirk "how was I supposed to see you when my back was faced towards the front door?"
"You're to smart for me!" She yells but with a smile on her face. As you can probably tell we don't ever get mad at each other except like maybe one time but it didn't count because we laughed after.
We went back downstairs and ate lunch, chicken and potatoes which I threw up so I just ate a sandwich and some juice! I think that's the babies favorite meal because that pretty much the only thing I don't throw up. Figures. Today I have an appointment to check how the babies are but its at 4:00 so we watch the walking dead and I hated it! Why do they make one of the best characters die? Can they not? First it's cannabolism then death that's great! Why do I watch this horrible show? Because it's SOOO good!
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We are in the waiting room and this weirdest chick is sitting across the room and she keeps moaning and groaning and gasping! What the hell is the matter with her? She seems like she is having her baby but she only looked a couple of months in! Me and Jazzy just kept laughing. I could not help it! I think she needed attention so Jazzy pushed out her Stomach she had a really good pregnant belly if she tried and went over there to sit be the lady and said
" I know pregnancy hurts!"
The lady looked at her funny and replied saying
" what do you mean?"
" you just seem like you're in so much pain!" Jazzy tries not to laugh!.
" that's not why I'm sighing," she says that like that's all she was doing, "my husband said he would come but he's not and now I'm going in by myself." She starts crying and Jazzy looks so uncomfortable! But I just laugh because she brought that in herself.
" well I'm sure you'll be fine" Jazzy tries to comfort her but it only makes it worse.
"No I won't I've never done this by myself, will you come with me?" Jazzy opens her eyes wide and looks at me, at that moment I know that the women said something really weird but to me funny. I'm almost on the floor laughing and everyone in the room looks at me and probably thinks I'm psycho. Jazzy comes over.
" that weird lady just asked me to come to her appointment with her what do I do?" I start laughing harder and harder because only this would happen to jazzy! When I finally contain myself enough to give much needed advice I say.
"Well just go in with her she seems really lonely!"
" are you kidding I don't even know her! She could be a murderer or a rapist!" She acts really concerned
"Jazzy that lady is freaking pregnant she can't even run much less tackle and hold someone down to rape them. Seriously. I will be fine just go with her"
"Uh uh I refuse I don't even know her" I knock in Jazzy's head with my fist.
" knock knock is the sensitive sweet side of jazzy in their? Or the selfish stupid one?" She giggles and then looks at me with a why-do-you-hate-me kind of look but I just shrug.
"Ugh the sensitive sweet one" she says as she's sighs. With her shoulders down and her head down she walks over there with such loud feet!
"WAIT!" I yell. She turns towards me with happy eyes and a relieved look.
"Don't forget to be nice and smile!" I say while breaking down with laughter. She carries on with the same 2 year old walk. Right when she arrives the ladies name was called and Jazzy smirks at me, then I know something is up her sleeve! She starts screaming in a high pitched scream in pauses trying to get me to change my mind but I just yelled
" IGNORE IT EVERYONE! SHES A LITTLE PSYCHO!!" She continues until she's in the back. My name is finally called and to my surprise it's in the one right next to Jazzy! I can see the women holding Jazzy's hand! Which makes me laugh in my head because jazzy hates physical contact unless it's with me! I smile and then I go into my room and lay on the bed! Each room has different designs almost like a pediatric doctor except this one is pregnancy related! I've had three different rooms already! One with a pregnant women and her anatomy one with a mom and her baby on a brown bench looking at the sunset ahead, and the other one (which I'm in now) is a bird holding a baby in a towel. The doctor rolls in some gloves and some fell for the ultrasound and starts the ultrasound.
"How are they?"
" they look really healthy, except baby c looks a little smaller but that's normal due to the small space in your stomach and she's probably not getting as much food as the others. Don't be alarmed because like I said this is to be expected it's very normal for at least one baby to be smaller even in twins!"
That gave me some comfort knowing that it's normal but it still scared me to know one of my babies isn't getting enough food!
" well how do I fix that?" I asked confused.
" well if you continue with you're vitamins your uterus will grow and you will have more nourishment than to give the babies."
" okay thank you!"
" their heartbeats are great and they should be just fine."
"Thank you doctor!" I sincerely say
"My pleasure"
He's so nice. He wipes of the gel and let's me go! I wait up for Jazzy and she comes out crying.
"What's the matter?"
"You know that woman?"
"Of course!" Im shocked she'd ask!
"Well she had a miscarriage and it was so sad because the doctor said she had to deliver it!"
That's was so sad I even started to tear up. Stupid hormones!
"Oh jazzy I'm sorry you had to witness that!"
"It's ok can we get some ice cream on the way home?" She's just like a child
" but I have some at home"
" well that's not the same!" She's so right for some reason it just doesn't taste the same.
We go get some ice cream and go home and we try to take a nap but something wakes me up.
