Bus Money // Troublemaker!Bench Trio // DSMP

1o.5. Coming Out

I was at the tooth doctor and the person cleaning my teeth said "It's the middle of June" .... Yeah I wanted to scream.

[[Dadza's POV]]

I was thankfully able to catch Rylan before he hit the ground, my arms under his to keep him up. "Rylan!?," I heard someone scream, I wasn't too focused on who was talking. I carefully placed the boy on the floor, "Will close up the shop."

    I took off the teen's mask, to make sure he was still breathing. Wilbur took off his jacket and handed it to me, "Thank you," I said as I took it. I placed it under Rylan's head, he hasn't stopped shaking. A seizure? No, I don't think it's that.

     I saw his eyes open slowly, Ry looked up at me, his eyes filled with tears, "Hey, it's going to be alright." He made a small noise of discomfort. His hand was pushed up against his upper side, "Does your side hurt? Did you break something, mate?" He barely shrugged his shoulders before letting out a yelp of pain.

[[Mumza's POV]]

Taking a guess from where Rylan's hand was placed, I'm thinking that he over binded. I walked over to where he and Phil were on the floor and I crouched down, "Phil, could you and Will leave the room just for a second?"

He gave me a confused look, but agreed. He stood up and left the room along with Wilbur. I waited til I heard the door close, "Did you-." He shook his head before I could finish, he lifted his arm and pointed to a part of the store.

     I looked in the direction he was pointing, bandages. Don't tell me... I looked at Rylan with a concerned look, "Oh my, why?" He looked away, "I can't do this another day, pretending everything's okay," he pushed out. "Aw hon, I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine how it feels, but I need you to be safe."

He slowly looked at me, tears running down his face. I wiped away his tears with my thumb.

[[Help me I've been front stuck for 4 days. I don't even remember why I'm here :,]

Internets ruined me? More like Internets Ruined Rylan ( the host/creator)-Ranboo]]

"Are.. Are you upset with me?" "Oh honey, [[mother/son relationship you creeps-]] no. I just want you to be safe, Tommy and Toby want you to be safe. Phil, Wilbur, Techno, everyone else, wants you to be safe."

     The boy sat himself up slowly, grasping his side. He pulled me into a hug quickly, I rubbed circles on the poor boy's back. "I know you might not want too, and I'm not going to force you too, but I think you should tell Will and Phil..," I whispered. He was silent, but he quietly spoke after a few moments, "I'm scared that if they know, they'll all just go away..."

     I let go from his grasp and looked him in the eyes, he looked away but I knew that Ry was paying attention, "They will not leave you, I can promise that. They will love you the same."

9:05 PM,

Before I brought the boys back inside, I made sure Rylan took of the bandages.

Now we were all standing or sitting around the store, everyone was done asking if Ry was okay and he finished answering their questions.

[[Rylan's POV]]

I felt as if my brain was going to explode, I wanted to puke or still be blacked out. I took a deep breath, "I- I um, have something to tell you.. Wilbur and Phil." Toby gave me a confused look, then I'm sure they realized. "Go ahead, mate!" "Yeah, I'm listening."

What if they don't..

Like me anymore.

"Well uh-" This is harder than I thought it was going to be, I grasped onto Tommy's arm for comfort [[im gonna say it again, PLATONICALLY]], he slightly jumped in surprise. "You see, the reason why I uh passed out is because.. be.. because..."

Why won't the words come out.

     I took a deep breath, "It's because I'm transgender and I was born a female and I was unsafely binding, I understand if you don't accept me and hate me now," I spat out in a rush. Phil and Wilbur stared at me, I started shaking, I tightened my grip on Tom's arm.

     Phil started to walk closer to me, I felt so small even though being so much taller.

Flashback

"Mom, Dad. I have something to tell you both."
"What's up, princess?"
I sat down in a chair
"I don't think..

I don't think I'm a girl."

Silence.

Too quiet.

My mom started laughing
My dad looked at me
Rage in his eyes

"Why are you laughing? I'm being serious..."

"You aren't a boy, *deadname*. You were born a girl, and you will always be a girl!"
That's what my mother said.

My father stood up
Walked over to me
I looked at him,
"Dad?"

He slapped me across the face
"If you EVER think you are a guy
I will personally disown you!
I will not have this shit in my house!"
That's what my dad said... and did.

"Now go to your fucking room and think about what you said!"

Tears started forming in my eyes

I ran up to my room

I closed the door and ran over to my toy box

I opened it and moved some toys around so there was enough room for me.

I stood in the box and sat down

Closing the top down on me.

No one is on my side
I just don't feel comfortable...
Why is that so bad

Flashback over

     I flinched as Phil got close to me, but in my surprise. He gave me a hug? I looked at him, "Huh-?" "What would ever make you think I wouldn't accept you, mate?"

     I stopped shaking, "Well- um past experiences... I guess." His grip on me tightened, I scratched my arm. He let me go and placed his hands on my shoulders. Wilbur walked up behind him and smiled, "We'll accept you, no matter what. And if you need help with anything, you go us. Alright?"

     It's warm in a sense. Not as in temperature, but in a calming way. I felt.. safe.

Holy shit so sorry that this took forever to get out. I've figured out a lot of things that I didn't wanna know before our Ranboo alter decided to switch ( yes I'm a system ). Anyways, hope you all enjoy the chapter!