- shout

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three voices,
but it sounds like more

three echoes,
pushing through my door.

why the fuck
is it so loud here

they're a flight
of stairs down, not even near.

my vision shouldn't
be blurry, i said no more tears

i refuse to keep
crying about this for anymore years.

but it's noise and it's
loud — too loud —

and it could stop if we
weren't so proud — too proud.

i want it to stop,
it's been going on for too long

you can't tell me
i'm stupid for hurting, shouldn't
tell me i'm wrong.

yet here we are
and i want out,

but all we do is
shout and shout.

- a. // 6.18.21

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