Book 1: LOVE OR CAREER

Chapter 49

Coleen's

Nagising ako sa ingay na nanggagaling sa living room, napansin ko din naman na wala si Gabrielle sa tabi ko. Namimihasa na yon na hindi nagpapaalam sakin ah! I went to cr para makapag hilamos at after non ay lumabas na ako at naabutan ko naman ang mga kaibigan ko sa living room. Nandito na din pala si Ate abby at Jaydee.

"Ate abby, nasan po si Gabb?" Tanong ko at tahimik lang sila

"Ate dana, cole, si Gabb nasan ba sya?!" I exclaimed at nilapitan naman ako ni ut ut at niyakap.

"Ut ut calm down please." Sambit ni Frances

"How can I calm down kung ayaw nyo sabihin sakin kung nasan si Gabb?!" Sambit ko habang nakayakap pa din si ut ut saken

Lumapit naman sakin si Ate abby

"Coleen, wala na si Gabb." Sambit ni Ate at nagbabadya na naman ang luha ko

"W-what do you m-mean?" I stattered, yung iba ko namang mga ate ay nakayuko lang.

"Iniwan ka na nya Coleen, hindi na sya babalik" Sambit muli ni Ate Abby at dun na nagsimulang umagos ang luha ko. Tangina naman!

"W-wag nyo naman akong jinojoke time. H-hindi nakakatuwa!" Saad ko at niyakap naman nila ako

"Please, nag jojoke lang kayo diba? Ate ecka, diba andyan lang si Gabb babalik sya diba?" I said while sobbing.

"Ate Dana, n-nasan si Gabb?! Please, s-samahan mo naman ako ohh." Sambit k okay Ate dana at lumuhod sa harap nya

"Coleen, tumayo ka dyan please. Hindi mo kailangan gawin yan." Sambit nya at inalalayan nya akong tumayo.

"Tangina naman eh. Nagmumukha naman akong tanga dito oh!" I exclaimed at napaupo nalang ako

"Mga ate, nangako sya eh." Sambit ko at patuloy pa din ang pag agos ng luha ko. "Nangako sya na hindi nya na ako iiwan na hindi na nya ako sasaktan. Tangina naman oh!"

"Hush now Coco, kami na ang humihingi ng tawad para kay Ate Gabb." Sambit ni Cole habang hinahaplos ang buhok ko

"Si Gabb ang kailangan ko, sya lang."

"Uhm Coleen? Pinabibigay pala ni Gabb." Abot ni Ate Ecka sakin

A letter

To my favorite person, My Coleen

My favorite human, my kryptonite. You know how much I love to love you. With you was my safest place, you're my home. I remember the time that I confessed to you, that was so memorable! I was able to take risk and I don't regret taking risk with you, because you're worth it. I was lucky enough, because I have you. Even though I've hurt you a many times, you still loved and accepted me. Writing this letter with heavy heart is shattered me into pieces. I honestly don't know what to do. I hate myself for doing this, but it's the right thing to do. I always prayed that this day would never come. A day when I have to say goodbye again and trust all will be okay. But here I am again, leaving you once again. I'm sorry if I need to do this, I know it hurts but trust me. You'll get over me not now but soon. I hope one day if we met again, I hope you're living with your dreams together with the person that can give you everything that you deserve. This is me letting you go, this is not for me, I will do it for you. I'll do this because I love you so much. I'm hurting you again and I can't do anything about that. Trust me, It hurts me more when I see you hurting so that's why I'm letting go of you, of us. You'll get over me, you'll get over us. I want you to be okay and I know you will be okay. This is me saying goodbye. I'll never regret loving you. I want you to know that I love you Coleen and will always love you.

At doon bigla na namang bumuhos ang mga luha ko. Tangina naman talaga eh! Bakit lagi nalang akong iniiwan? Bakit hindi nalang kami hayaan maging malaya? Wala na akong ibang magawa kundi umiyak, eto na naman durog na durog na naman ako. How can I move on from this? 

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