imagines - mattiapolibio<3.🐸

lost

i feel like shit.

i lost her.

i feel so empty

i fucked up sm

its my fault

i tried so hard

i would so anything to talk to her again

i mean where friends still, but dows that ever work out thw right way?

im just tired

im so done

i was rlly hoping i didnt loose her but here i am.

i give up.

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mattia sat in his room sobbing into his pillow as he repeated his thoughts in his head

world spinning high asf thinking it would help

.

i heard my mom coming as i sobbed and i looked at her completely sobbing as she walked over holding me in her arms as i sobbed into her chest

mattia: h-he got her first ma...

mattia: it w-was supposed to be m-me..i-it was supposed to be me holding her after her basketball being proud of her and g-giving her attention and m-making her happy..but he got her first..t-taking my place...i w-was gonna ask her..a-after her g-game..but she wouldve s-said no a-anyways..

i heard more foot steps walking downstairs and seen y/n making me sniffle as i sat up and my mom kissed my foreheadbefore walking upstairs

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y/n's POV

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i seen mattia crying and i crawled into his lap as i cupped his face before kissing him softly

he softly kissed back in shock as his hands laid on my waist before he pulled away shaking his head

mattia: your with Bryce...stop...

he said as he pushed me off before getting up as i grabbed his hand

y/n: baby please let me explain...

he looked down at are hands and nodded slowly

y/n; i told bryce to "ask me out" cause...a girl was trying to get at him and threatened him and i was the first girl he seen after that...so i helped him..mattia i like u sm...i always have...since the 7th grade when u walked into my class in plaid pajama pants and a tank top and slides lost ash not knowing where u were...i knew i would fall inlove with you...just didn't know when...i wrote about "us" being a thing in my diary in 8th...which is why i never let u read it

i said with a slightly chuckle

y/n: i love you mattia...more then anything

i looked up to see him stuck and i stood up off the bed kissing him softly making him kiss me back

his hands wrapped around my waist as we laid down not breaking the kiss

i hummed softly as my hands laid on his chest as are tounges slid over one another as the makeout got heated quickly causing us both to pull away panting slightly as we smiled

he laid beside me making me crawl ontop of him before digging my face into his neck as i felt him tug off my shirt causing me to giggle as his hands rubbed my back gently making me smile

i softly pecked his neck as he hummed before kissing my lips

y/n: i love you...

mattia: i love u more..

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bye

sorry if you theres any mistakes i didnt wanna edit jt