imagines - mattiapolibio<3.🐸

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mattias POV

i havent been in a good mood at all today, and ive kinda been taking it out on y/n

shes been stuck in little space all day since 11am

this happens a couple of times but not always

she was diagnosed when we were 13 when i went with her and her foster mother to the doctors.

y/n got abounded by her biological famoly when she was 10 and they never treated her correctly

she didnt have a good childhood which caused this all.

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i was laying in bed and y/n came out the bathroom in sweatpants and my hoodie and she came over and jumped into my lap making me annoyed quickly and she kissed my lips softly wrapping her arms around my neck and kissed my cheeks and nose and came closer giggling

y/n: hiii babyyy

she said moving her hands on my chest and was moving a-lot

mattia: hi.

she looked at me worried and pouted and her hands slowly went down my chest and they laid in her lap and looked in my eyes

y/n: i-is daddy mad...

she said moving slightly and her voiced cracked

mattia: yes. i am mad. actually just leave y/n. im so fucking done with u. grow tf up already! your so fucking childish and clingy

her eyes swelled up with tears and they quickly began falling

y/n: f-fine!

she said still in a low tone as a baby and put on her shoes making me regret everything i just said but nothing came out as worry filled my face and shook my head

mattia: b-baby wait please

she shook her head fast like a child and grabbed a suitcase of clothes and important things and took off the necklace i gave her on our anniversary and put it on the night stand before leaving the house sniffling and sobs leaving her mouth

"wtf did i just do..."

i mumbled to myself as i began crying regretting everything i just did.

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y/n's POV

its been about 2 years

i still have my moments of little space but i got medicine for it which calmed it down

ive gotten way better with controlling it

i still miss mattia

i still love him way to much

ive seen his tiktoks,instagram and everything

we check up on one another but dont talk like we used too

but today, he was coming over

i want him again and hopefully he wants me back.

i love him a-lot....

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i was in the kitchen with him making noodles and he was hugging me and my arms were around his torso as his hand were around my waist as well and my face was snuggled into his chest smelling his cologne along with a fresher type of smell as he slowly rocked us side to side as our noodles boiled

i looked up at him making him look down at me and i smiled slightly making him smiled as well

y/n: i miss u..

mattia: i miss u too..

i went on my tippy toes and pecked his lips gently holding out lips together softly and pulled away

mattia; i love u

he said smiling making me smile as well and hold him closer as he kissed my forehead

y/n: i love u to amor

he smiled against my skin and we looked at each other and let go and i drained the noddles and we both made out own type since i was pickey with what mattia wanted in his noodles

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we were both cuddling in the couch watching a movie while i ate gummy worms and mattia was just watching the movies and i seen his eyes shutting before he dug his face in my neck and 5 mins later heard a soft snore come from his mouth making me giggle and put my gummies down and turned off the tv and fell asleep with him

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lolll byeee

i gotta keep writing my essay 🎅😆🤨😆⁉️💀😆👽😹🤍🤍😹😹

BYEEEE

ILYYYYY

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