next day.
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I was getting ready to go the meet up with my Tio's and Tia's and my mom to go to my dads grave and go spend time with him...
mattia hasn't called or text me since the day...yeah
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I put on Jean's and m one of my dads shirts and a plad " jacket " of his and put on my air forces and looks in the mirror and started crying
alex:i- I could've save old you pa..I'm so sorry...
I balled my eyes out into my hands and kairi walked in
kairi:lex...
he bent down to me and hugged me
alex:i-i could've saved him...its my fault hes dead right now...
kairi:its not your fault dont say that lex..
alex:it is..I could've saved him..
mattia walked in and looked down at me and he picked me up and placed me on the bed
mattia:its not you fault lex...alright
alex:where barbie?
I said taking his hands on my arms
mattia:lex I came here for you. not for you to worry about cynthia
I gave him a death stare
alex:i.dont.care where is she cause ik shes outside of my house rn.
mattia sighed
alex:fuck if mattia you want her go with her I could care less if you dont come...I have ale and kai..shit they've been they're for me ever since you lefted to fuck the barbie.
I said as my eyes started watering
mattia:why are you crying...
alex:I-I-
kairi:SHE LIKES YOU DUDE WAS IT NOT FUCKING OBVIOUS!?
I stayed in shock by the way kairi screamed at him
mattia:o-oh... I'm sorry lex..I dont feel the same way
alex:I KNOW THAT!
i said as tears.streamed down my face and i walked out
alex:come on kai
kaiir went beside and me and stopped me from walking and cupped my face
kairi:stop crying it jot worth it.
I took a deep breath and he connected are lips and I stayed in shock but kissed back and put my hand on the side of his face
...it felt liked 1,000 fireworks went off
he moved his hands to my waist and I smiled into the kiss and we both softly pulled away
I smiled and he smiled back
kairi:I hope that confessed my feelings...
alex:maybe I need another one
i said with a smile and he giggled and I smiled and he hugged me
kaiir:I love you lex
alex:I love you too kai...
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lol yes that's how I'm ending it.🐸
