i was on ft with mattia as he did homework and wrote an essay
y/n: my mom made spaghettiiiii tod- whats wrong bubba..
i said seeing him stating off with his eyes watering as he looked at me
mattia: it hurts...i miss her sm...i love her y/n...so much...
i went silent for a second feeling hurt before speaking up
y/n: matti...she hurt you so bad...but you need to let go...
mattia shook his head
mattia: idk if i can...
i nodded slowly feeling off
y/n: wanna go get boba and McDonalds ?
i said knowing he loved both and it could help him get his mind off vic
he looked at me slightly smiling and i giggled nodding
y/n: i'll pick u up in a little
mattia: okay
he said wiping his tear before i hung up quickly as tears formed in my eyes
i dropped my face into my pillow sniffling
truth is..
i love mattia. more them a best friend. i always have. it hurt sm to see him get hurt by vic...but hes still stuck on her..
it hurts sm to see him crying over a girl who dgaf abt him and doesnt even notice me..
i dont understand
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i laid in bed sobbing for about 20 minutes when i got a call from mattia making me quickly sit up ans wipe my tears, taking a deep breath before answering
mattia: u coming yet?
y/n: yes im getting dressed, i has to shower sorry
mattia: its okay see u
y/n: see you
i humg up and got up throwing on jeans and a polo cropped shirt and slid on my airforces before wetting my gair coming threw it and braided it before grabbing my things and left
while driving i put on concealer around my eyes to blind out the redness and got to mattias house seeing him peak out the window making me chuckled as i got out and ran to him and hugged him after he came down the front steps making him hug back
y/n: u ready?
mattia: yes ma'am
i smiled snd we both went to the car and i began driving and i looked over at him sering him texting vic slightly sighing looking away making his attention go to me
mattia: whats up?
y/n: mhm- oh nothing
mattia: u sure?
i nodded before lulling into the drive thru of the boba place and ordered are drinks
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we were earning McDonalds in a parking lot playing music laughing are assed off
we were in my trunk with blakent and eating
i had my head against mattias chest laughing as his hand hit my back slightly laughing
we both calmed down and started eating again in-till we looked at each-other trying to hold in are laughs
