I'm so sorry for this.
Uh, so I think it's been three months since I've updated and I wanted to tell you guys why.
My real life is kinda falling apart. I have tons of mental health problems (it should be proof enough, that I'm about to tell complete strangers about everything that's wrong with me).
So, my mother is complete helicopter parent. She can track me everywhere I go, I can't do anything with out her permisson and by now I'm so paranoid that I don't even feel save at home.
All my father cares about, are my grades. I tried to hint to my parents that I'm not okay so many times, but the only thing they do, is try to convince that it'll go away and that it's all because of puberty.
I've reached a point where I literally need a list of my mental problems.
(This is the list, btw)
• Binge eating (pretty self explanatory)
• Childhood trauma
- Getting run over
- Almost drowning
- Almost breaking neck on stairs
- A horse ran over my hand and almost my head
• I'm unable to cry in front of people, because I was being made fun of the way I sounded as a child
• Severe depression
• returning anxiety attacks
• social anxiety
• insomnia
• being made fun of, because of my name 24/7
And I'm still kinda figuring out other stuff about myself.
The other reason why I haven't updated, is that my parents are home all the time and I don't want them to know that I write. I already know that they'd try control everything I write and criticise every little mistake.
I'm really sorry for this long rant, but I needed to type this and not only talk about it with my friend.
I will update the next one-shot as soon as I can.
YOU ARE READING
Loki imagines
Fanfiction---------DISCONTINUED (for now)--------- I'm leaving this up bc people seem to be enjoying it. I feel like I've distanced myself a bit from these one shots and tbh the first few are a little cringe. It's the first stuff I ever wrote, so keep that in...
