☘︎︎ 𝙏𝙖𝙣𝙟𝙞𝙧𝙤 𝙃𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙢 ☘︎︎

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟺𝟷

Severe depression and MPD hit different when your a stoner ngl

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{Genya POV}

What...

Do I love Tanjiro?

Well, yes of course I do... I can't just say that though!

I don't know what to do!

Where's Sanemi when I need him?!

What if he thinks I'm weird?

I looked over at Tanjiro and saw nothing but purity and kindness surround him. His expression held no ill will, the glossy glow of his eyes staring at me expectantly. His mouth parted subtly, letting his pearly white canines show as he bit his lip anxiously; drawing a little blood as it streaked down his chin.

I stared at him as his clothing slipped down his shoulder; showing off his smooth pale skin and collar bone. Hair falling gently over his face as he tilted his head to the side like a lost puppy.

He looked so adorably cute.

Obviously I love him...

He might be weirded out.

That could ruin my chances with him.

I definitely don't want that.

"Genya?" Tanjiro asked, making me snap my attention towards him and notice I was staring. He shuffled onto my mat and placed his hand atop mine, smiling brightly as pressed his side into my chest.

Shit shit shit

What the fuck do I say?

He's so close...

I can feel his breath on my arm

Fuck. I'm hard.

"H-hold on a second! I've gotta use the bathroom real quick!" I yelled frantically, feeling the heat rush to my face as I sprung off the mat and placed my hand over my crotch and hobbled to the bathroom.

"Ok! Be quick!" I heard him yell, followed by one of his cute giggles.

Genya you're such a pervert! You can't even hold out a normal conversation without blushing or getting fucking hard!

I walked down the hallway frustrated, stopping to clear my head and bashing my forehead against the wall trying to knock some sense into my brain.

"Come on! It's not even that difficult! Just say 'yes'" I spoke to myself, banging my head repeatedly on the wall as I prepared myself.

"Excuse me sir, can I do anything for you?" A voice spike from behind me. I turned around quickly to see the kind old lady "oh no I'm sorry! I was just...checking the wall" I replied l, scratching the nape of my neck as a trickle of blood dripped down my forehead.

"Oh my, please let me fix that for you?" She exclaimed, dragging me to a different room without much hesitation. I was about to protest but decided to go along with it, following her silently until she showed me to a bed and sat down next to me.

"What's on your mind may I ask sir?" She spoke, the dull glow of the candles shining on her grey hair.

I watched as she fiddled with a few antiseptic wipes and a small bandaid.

"Oh nothing much really..."

"Humm, love problems?" She asked with a closed eyed smile, featuring me to bend down as she wiped my head.

"O-oh yeah I guess something like that" I panicked, not sure how she could guess that...

"I was quite the catch back in my day you know, I could help you. Is it that young boy whom your staying with?"

I felt my face heat up even more with her words as she tossed the wipe in the bin and started to unravel a small bandaid.

"So that's a yes I assume" she chuckled, finishing her work and putting away the little medical kit.

"Yeah your right..." I trailed off, watching her sit cross legged next to me and smile kindly.

"Care to fill me in?"

"He just asked if I loved him... I do but I don't want to scare him off or make him uncomfortable, so I kinda just left..." I nervously replied, only now figuring out how confused poor Tanjiro much be.

Fuck sakes I'm so useless.

"Dear dear! Young love these days!" She laughed, her face scrunching and making her wrinkles more prominent.

"Well my best advise is be confident, you'll never know if you don't make the first move will you?"

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{third POV}

"Hey Tanjiro... sorry for taking so long" Genya spoke softly, poking his head back into the room; his face still taking on a rosy red hue.

"Hey Genya! Don't worry" Tanjiro giggled, sending him a blinding smile.

"Hm... why don't you come in?" The boy asked, watching Genya nervously shift from foot to foot at the doorway.

"C-can we go outside? The sky looks pretty" Genya sheepishly asked, to which Tanjiro smiled brightly and bounced over to the other male's mat. Pulling on Genya's own purple jacket on himself and grabbing his hand, leading them both outside.

"Hey what happened to your head Genya?" Tanjiro asked worriedly, going over the little bandaid with his thumb as they stepped outside.

Genya shivered and sat down; the crisp night air hitting his skin as he nervously wrapped his arm around Tanjiro's smaller frame.

The boy smiled warmly and snuggled into Genya's side, pressing his chubby cheek against his shoulder "you asked me if I loved you Tanjiro..." Genya spoke, his voice uneasy as he looked up at the sky.

Genya gazed at those friends of the moon and their pattern which seemed to fixed and yet ever-changing, distant light to call his heart, to inspire dreams of other worlds.

Under the sky of perfect midnight velvet, under stars so brilliant they drew their eyes heaven bound, the lyrics of the start might played softly into Genya's arriving dreams.

Tanjiro laid on the other's lap, burning red eyes gazing into Genya's own. The dull glow of the moon reflecting his blue rims and making them more vivid.

"I do Tanjiro... of course I do" Genya whispered, bending down and softly pushing together their lips thoughtfully.

In that moment of the kiss a volume of passion is spoken that transcends the works of the greatest poets combined. The sweetness of passion flowing through them as a million loving thoughts condescended into a moment.

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Yall know what the most embarrassing thing is?

Waking up after an attempt. Like you literally just sit there like "shit that's another think I failed at, along with my maths GCSE"