Smile In Pain ( Jungkook x BTS )

Happy for the 1st Time

Chapter 4 

"The purpose of our lives 

is to be happy "

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1 September 2020

7:45 AM

Jungkook POV~

I woke up and look at my phone. It's almost eight in the morning. I went to the bathroom to get ready. I hope they remember my birthday. I want to at least eat Jin Hyung food. After I get out of the bathroom, I saw a paper that fell down from my table. I pick up the paper and it's the bucket list that I had written yesterday. 

"I think I can do the first and the second one today," I said to myself.

I put the bucket list inside my drawer so that no one can read it. Then, I went outside of my room and saw they were watching movies except for Jin Hyung and Yoongi Hyung. They both were in the kitchen, cooking some food. I try to brave myself and approach Jin Hyung.

"Seokjin Hyung. " I called him.

He didn't hear that I called him. I try to call him again.

"Seokjin Hyung. "  Yoongi Hyung looked at me.

He helps me called Jin Hyung.

"He called you. " Seokjin Hyung stopped cooking and looked at me.

I smiled at him and he surprised when I smile at him.

"You call me? Why?" I nodded my head.

"I'm a bit busy right now," he said.

"Just go, I will help you finish cooking this." Yoongi Hyung said.

Seokjin Hyung thanks him and he take off his apron. I sit at the dining table and he sat across me. 

"What do you want? " he asked.

I kept silent for a while and looked at Seokjin Hyung's face. I quickly look at another place when our eyes met each other. I feel scared to ask the questions. Then, he called me when I didn't say anything for a few minutes.

" Can I celebrate my birthday today with you and the other Hyungs? " I asked carefully.

I looked at him. He looked surprised when I asked him the question. His eyes show guilty. He kept quiet for a while and went to the other Hyungs. They were discussing. 

"You saw his eye right when you ask him the question? He totally forgot your birthday today. I bet the other hyung's forget too. " the voices asked.

"No, I don't think they forgot my birthday," I said to myself. 

The voices stop when Seokjin Hyung came back to me.

"Sure. We will celebrate your birthday. " I smiled and quickly hugged him.

I realized what I had done, I quickly break the hug and awkwardly say thank you to him.