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{6} [tampons]

Taeyong has me on house arrest, he's already called my work and told them i wouldn't be in, sent Minhee off to a new apartment which he is renting out for her, and that i will be going back too as well, once he decides to actually let me go.

It's annoying, it really is. Even though we've grown closer, i've learnt more about him and even met more of his men, i feel trapped.

He hardly shares a bed with me, he's always doing something that involves him going into the big house, which i've only been into twice, and when he comes back it's almost time to wake up.

He has a man guarded outside where he's keeping me, it's usually Sungchan but yesterday it was Johnny. I just feel so claustrophobic. Especially because he hasn't told me what the hell i'm still doing here.

It was mid-day, and Taeyong hadn't come back from doing whatever he was doing. I needed out of the place, i needed to go to my weekly checkup which i missed last week but made it up by a phone call to tell my father i was okay.

He needs to meet me in person but i literally cannot leave the house.

I was just sitting on the couch, watching the same boring TV show as yesterday, trying to come up with a way that would allow me to leave the house without someone tailing me.

The only logical answer was that i needed 'girly products' from the store. I know Taeyong isn't awkward around stuff like that, but Sungchan wouldn't even help me tie my hair up when i had the bandages wrapped around my fists, he was the easy target. He's awkward around females.

I get up, opening the door to the outside and seeing Sungchan and another guy standing outside, "Who are you?" I look at the average height guy, Tan skin and light eyes, he had a beautiful nose and thin lips which matched the rest of his facial features, a couple of tiny moles plastered on his cheeks too.

"Mark Lee." He holds his out for me to shake but which i decline, looking up at Sungchan who couldn't even maintain eye contact with me.

"Where's Taeyong?" I ask, leaning against the door frame.

"He's doing work, why? do you need anything?" Mark asks, looking behind him but then back at me.

"Girly problems, i need to head to the store to get a few things." I look directly in Marks eyes, he suddenly turned a light shade of red and became awkward. They're gangsters, you'd think they'd be a little more comfortable whenever it comes to mother nature but i guess not. Boys will be boys.

"I... Uh... Umm..." Mark stutters, looking at Sungchan for an answer but Sungchan just shook his head.

"Wow. So, can i go to the store or would you like me to bleed-"

"I- Okay let me call Taeyong. He'll take you to the store." Mark gets his phone out of his pocket, fumbling around awkwardly and then drops it onto the concrete, i let out an audible sigh to let him know i'm fed up and he walks off while holding the phone up to his ear.

"Why are you guys so awkward around girls for?" I ask Sungchan, he looks down at me and then back at Mark.

"Havent had much experience... Taeyongs the only one confident enough to bring females over." He clears his throat while answering, then looked embarrassed as he answered. I just laugh and wait for Mark to return, however, Taeyong walked out of the house and started walking to me.

"Nice to know your alive, i need to go to the shore." I raise my eyebrows at him, annoyed. Part of it was acting but the other part wasn't, i'm genuinely annoyed with the way he's treating me right now.

He brings me into the house and closes the door, "Whats wrong? Mark said you're not feeling too well." He puts his hand on my lower back.

"I wonder why." I mumble, rolling my eyes and walking away from him. "I can feel cramps, usually happens before i'm about to get my period. I have no sanitary products here." I keep my arms crossed and back toward him, something i hadn't ever did before.