•COVER• {𝐋𝐓𝐘 𝐀𝐔}

{40} [initiation]

I woke up the next morning due to the sound of a door slamming shut and it reminded me of what happened, it made me jump but Taeyong was there to immediately diffuse my anxiousness.

"It was just Johnny." He whispers, kissing my temple. I take a moment to gather my thoughts, and look around. Jisung was know laying on the couch, Chenle laying beside him, Prince on the other couch with Sungchan. A lot of the guys were still in here, mainly only the seniors weren't.

"You okay?" Taeyong asks, he looks like he hasn't slept in a week, however i know i just got a good sleep for a while.

"Yeah." I sink back down into the couch, "How long was i asleep for?"

"Around five hours, it's three." He looks at his watch, three AM.

"Uhh, does my dad know i'm here?" I ask, i did promise him i would be home.

"He does. So does Minhee." He smiles, "If you want i can drive you home."

I look to Jisung sleeping with his head on my knee, "I won't wake him. What happened with the guy?"

"He's still alive, is it worth asking your dad about?" He lowers his voice as one of the members turn on their side, still sleeping.

"Has he said what he was doing in the vents?" I ask.

"No, we don't know how he got there either. Ten cleared the rest of the vents though." He yawns, "You know he's like really flexible so he can just fit through them no bother."

"I want you to train me." I look at him, even though it was dark, i could still see him perfectly fine, he was confused.

"What?"

"Train me, like how the rest of the members are trained. I want you to do it." I want to be able to protect myself and the other around me. Sungchan was able to hold a guy back and buy me and Jisung some time, i was completely useless.

"Baby i'm not going to train you after what you just went through-"

"That's why you should train me." I want to.

"No, we're not talking about this here." He looks away from me.

"Fine let's go upstairs then." I need him to train me, it's the only way i'm going to be able to feel better about myself and also make sure something like that doesn't happen.

"Seoyeon." He says sternly, "It's not happening."

"Why?" I whine.

"Because. End off."

"I'm not one of your men. You can't tell me when to stop and start talking. Why won't you?" I let go of him, i just want to be able to keep my friends safe.

"Okay i really do love you Seoyeon, you too Taeyong, but if you're going to argue, can you do it where half of the group aren't sleeping?" Sungchan lifts his head, "Please for the love of God, i am exhausted."

"Sorry." I gently take Jisungs head off my lap, standing up as Taeyong stands up too. I walk out and he follows after me.

"Seoyeon where are you going?" He sighs.

"To your room so we can talk about this properly." I walk up the stairs, my chest hurting more that it usually does. I don't think much of it and enter his bedroom, it was unusually clean, usually he'll have clothes laying around, or shoes lined up but it was strangely spotless.

He closes the door, "The training you were doing previously is the only training you're going to get. I don't care how much you argue with me." He says, straight off the bar.