𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑠𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑛

~ chapter 9 ~

less than an hour later

I had just masturbated for Carina. It was weird for me especially for it to be in front of a woman.

"Ok great! we are done" Carina's familiar italian accent had just cut in.

It felt so easy it was only 5 minutes. Part of that sentence however made me concerned. The fact that it didn't take long made me think something went wrong.

Getting up, and walking toward Carina awaiting the news felt like the hardest thing I possibly had to do. I have gotten multiple tests done before but it was weird this time, it felt different.

"Everything ok?" I asked the nervousness, making my voice shake.

"uh.." Carina hesitated. I felt my nerves tense up.

"Is there anything wrong?"

"No...no your scan came back clear i'm not a neurologist but there's definitely nothing wrong with your brain. I don't see any signs of migraines or anything."

"Is that good?"

"Yes and no, your scans are clear but there is no light nothing lit up. It could just be the machine but not a single part of your brain lit up."

This all felt more real now. The only weird thing was that nothing lit up. I feel emotions I feel them all. I'm not emotionless. Am I?

"Oh one other thing I don't know if you know this but..." Carina started causing my anxiety to go up again.

"...your pregnant" she continued.

Shocked, I felt a rush run through me. First I am "emotionless" and now i'm pregnant. I was always that good girl the goody two shoes.

I was supposed to get married then get pregnant. This was definitely off course. I didn't want to get pregnant a single woman and definitely not half way throughout my residency and certainly not with Jackson Avery.