will you love me again (kurotsuki)

unexpected

Kuroo was sitting on his bed as he stared outside the window. The sky was beautiful with the clouds and bird that fly freely. His phone in his gripped was on and the screen was lighted.

How long has he been staring outside? How long has he been sitting there quietly? He don't know and has no attention to know. The room filled with silence but later distracted by the sounf of his phone ringing.

He darted his eyes fron the window to his phone only to be greeted by the name of his best friend's boyfriend. Akaashi.

Without waiting any longer, he pickedthe call amd moved it close to his left ear.

"Hello Akaashi-kun," he greeted politely. From the other line, he can hear Bokuto's loud voice calling his boyfriend. For some reason Kuroo can't help but wonder where the fuck those his best friend hit so many energy this early morning. It's eight in the morning.

"Hey Kuroo. Is your husband home?" Akaashi low voice from the other line asked Kuroo.

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"It's big," Tsukishima said as they step in the villa.

Apparently, today is his and Kuroo's first year anniversary as husbands and Akaashi and his boyfriend, along side with Terushima arranged their holiday to celebrate it.

He was surprised when he found Terushima and Akaashi and Bokuto standing proudly in front of their apartment yesterday morning. The smiles that plastered on their face were blinding and that's when he realised that they were planning something.

But not this?

He actually really thankful because if it's not because of them, he will never have the chance to spend more time with his husband.

No one know how dissapointed he is when their honeymoon were cancelled due to Kenma's death and also Kuroo who started avoiding him. He remember that time how excited the raven is planning the best honeymoon for them. The amount of money he spent just for them. The smile, the laugh, he miss them. He miss the old Kuroo.

And he know there's no way he could meet him. There's no way he could feel the love from his husband. There's no way.

"Kei, help me with this!!!" He heard Kuroo called him from the front door.

This made him smile slightly. It's true that Kuroo has been treating him coldly. Ignoring him. But this passed days, they had become closer and Kuroo is more open to him. Yes. It's not the same as before they got married but at least there's improvement on their relationship.

But there's something he's worried about. It's....

"KEI!!" Kuroo's loud voice snapped his thought. He shake his head and began to walked to his husband and help him.

"I'm sorry," he said as he grabbed one of the bag without looking at Kuroo.

The older stared at him longingly with a confused look but snapped it right away and continue what he's doing.

***

"Are you okay?" Kuroo walked towards the same blonde who was sitting on the couch while playing his phone. Eyes quickly turned to him once Kuroo sat beside him.

The blonde shake his head. "I'm okay. My head is just spinning a bit. Nothing serious," he wave his hand while smiling. Saying it's okay but Kuroo knows something is wrong but he can't figure out what.

He know he shouldn't act like he care but seeing Tsukishima like this make him feel sad. It make him feel left out. The blonde is hiding something from him.

"Are you--"

"I want to take a nap for now. We can have a walk tomorrow if you want. Just wake me up if you're hungry," Tsukishima snapped his sentences and walked to the bedroom without waiting for his response.