will you love me again (kurotsuki)

Tired Of What??

This chapter gonna be a little angst...i dunno if you'll cry but yeah...cry is freedom😶it's hurt to write this chapter..but I need to..

Enjoy..

Later that day, Tsukishima got home late. Its feel good when Akaashi and Bokuto accompanied him when he's in that state. Even though they didn't know what happened. They didn't ask. They didn't talked about it and its made him really happy that they understand him.

Once he got home, he was shocked when he saw his husband was waiting for him in the living room. Waiting for him to come home. He felt a little happy but the feeling faded when he saw his husband face. Full of anger.

"I'm home," he greeted weakly. He tried to ignore his husband to avoid fight or anything bad to happen. He walked straight to his room but Kuroo stop him with a question.

"where do you go?" he asked with a serious tone. 'ahh..something will happen huh,' he turned to Kuroo. " Akaashi and Bokuto asked me to have a dinner at their house. And they asked to do something that's why I came late. It's not that you'll care so just back off, " he answered with his usual straight tone and started to continues to his room.

"you go to their house or....your sugar daddy's house. You think I didn't know you have someone outside beside me? That day when you asked some useless question..you end up meeting someone right?" with the state that Kuroo said he stopped on his track. Shocked. He turned to Kuroo with a confused face.
" why should I have a sugar daddy when I'm married. What the fuck do you think I am. Do you think my pride was that low?" he said denying Kuroo's state.

Kuroo laugh..
"THEN WHO THE MAN YOU MEET WEEK AGO!! DO YOU THINK I DIDN'T KNOW YOU MET HIM THAT DAY?? YOU CONFESSED TO HIM ABOUT OUR MARRIAGE LIFE HUH?? PLEASE...JUST FUCKING STOP," Kuroo shouted made Tsukishima flinched. He didn't know who he talked about. 'man?? Two days ago..did he mean...'

" do you mean Yuuji? What's about him. And yes I've met him but I never told anything to him. What the fuck," week ago, Terushima Yuuji come back from overseas and wanted to meet him so he agreed. They're friends. Terushima always come to his house when they're still kids. They're like brothers but after high-school, he moved to America with his family. They still contact each other.

"IF YOU DON'T TELL HIM ANYTHING THEN WHY THE FUCK HE TEXT ME AND WARNED ME?? HOW THE FUCK DID HE GET MY NUMBER??...and...IF YOU WANT TO GO TO HIM THEN GO..IM FUCKING TIRED WITH YOU," Tsukishima heart broke into pieces. Tired. Did he really tired of him. Tsukishima blood boiled anger. He's the one who tired?

" tired of what...tired of being my husband? YOU SAY YOU TIRED OF ME AND NOW...I TELL YOU..IM The ONE WHO TIRED OF YOU. I'M TIRED OF WAITING FOR YOU. I'VE BEEN PATIENCE WITH YOU FOR MONTHS. I'M TIRED TO PRETEND THAT I'M OKAY. I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING AND NOW YOU SAY...you're the one who tired of me?? Tell me..TIRED OF WHAT," he let out everythings. Its hurt him. He didn't want to say it but he can't stop it. Because he's tired.

Kuroo balled his fist shocked. After years, he never heard Tsukishima shouted like this. Angry.. He's always calm. Even if they fight before, he never shouted like this. This shouted was full of pain. But his ego keep leading him. " I'm tired of your behaviour who keep thing secret and I'm the one who be blame," he say.

Tsukishima laugh bitterly.
"I what?? Keep things away from you?? Well...since Kozume death..have you ever talked to me? Have you ever tried to approach me? You keep avoiding me so how can I talk to you. I know that the love of your life Kozume dead so that's why you do this to me. I'm not the one. I'm just a toy for you but you need to know. I'm a human and I have a feeling. So...why?? Why do you make me like this, " tears flowing on his cheeks. With his glassy eyes, he noticed Kuroo's angry eyes when he heard Kenma's name.