Harry died at the young age of 17. It was a shame, he had so much to give. He was smart, beautiful and kind but he grew tired of worrying, tired of feeling insecure and tired of living.
So he stopped it all.
He finally did what was on his mind for...
I miss you and your awkward smile, Your beautiful smile. You hated it for ages, claiming that you looked like a cartoon rabbit with your slightly bucked teeth. I think your smile is adorable. I use to remind you daily that my teeth weren't perfect either, with one tooth slightly wonky and crossing over the other.
You were way too scared of the dentist to do anything about it because of all those stupid horror story's Niall told you. Well jokes on him because now he has braces. You would have loved all of the fancy colours he gets. He got green one time and it reminded me of you, I begged him to keep the colour but apparently it made his complexion look strange, he's such a drama queen. I don't know how I deal with him without you.
You were the glue that held everything together.
You always knew what to do, despite being shy and so insecure Harry - I don't really know why. Everyone either wanted to be you or be with you. If I'm being honest I was a tad jealous but then I remember they never had you. I did. You were my best friend, potentially even more, I know we did more but we never discussed it.
Was you too scared to talk about it? I was.
I never told you how I felt because every time I tried you took my breath away, I would just stay silent with my mouth agape hoping some words would from. You are just so beautiful Harry and you didn't even know it.
You lit up my world and now you're gone.
My world will now be dark forever,
Lou x
P.s look how beautiful you look
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[a/n: hi! Just wanted to let you know, the chapters vary in size, some are longer that others normally you can guess the length by how Louis is feeling on the letter. I promise you not all of them are sad! Anyway, hope you enjoy]
