Harry died at the young age of 17. It was a shame, he had so much to give. He was smart, beautiful and kind but he grew tired of worrying, tired of feeling insecure and tired of living.
So he stopped it all.
He finally did what was on his mind for...
Eleanor just messaged me, she wants to meet up but it's dark outside, freezing cold and Oh yeah I'm also grounded.
You don't even want know why.
Actually no you do, you were always so nosey.
So my mum came home from work and she promised me and the girls that this time she would actually make us tea and just be around for once, but she broke the promise again... She went out on another date, then rang my dad crying about how much she misses him. When I stood up for myself and told her that she needs to be around more, she brought dad into it saying that she is around more than he is. Yes that's true, but when she is here she just locks herself in her room. I'm worried about her and every time I'm bring it up I get grounded. So here I am, in my fucking tiny ass room.
Wow! I really needed to get that out of my system. I miss ranting to you and hearing your small squeaks and hums when you were trying to agree with me but i could always feel your body relaxing and dosing off in my arms.
Anyway, that's not why I'm writing to you on this very cold march evening, I'm writing to tell you about el. She wants me to sneak out. SNEAK OUT!!! I've only ever snook out to be with you, even then it wasn't sneaking out because our parents always knew we were probably with each other and when we are together, we are safe.
I asked Liam about what he thinks I should do and he told me to go for it. But I don't give a fuck about that live whilst your young bull shit. I hope you're on my side and not Liam's! I hope you don't want me to move on and find someone else.
The sad part is that deep down, I know you do want me too. You wouldn't want me sat alone in my room all of the time. You would want me to make some memories, live whilst I'm young.
That's it!
Im going to message El, tell her I'm going.
Done.
I hate you for making me do this, but I know you want me to. Just so you know Eleanor will think of this as a date, maybe want to even hold my hand, kiss me and go on more dates... just though it would give you the chance to change your mind.
No?
Okay, guess that means I'm going on a date with Eleanor.
I'll just pretend it's love, until we meet again.
Maybe if I joined you sooner than excepted, together we would be young forever,
Lou x
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