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my story-part 1

MITCH'S POV

There was a time in my life when I thought that I could get over it. 'It's nothing, just get over it.' Then there was a time when I would try to hide it. 'Don't let anyone in and never let yourself out.' But that was then and this is now. Now I have to tell. I set on my bed, I was shaking with nerves and I felt the urge to throwup. But I felt like that all the time...I don't even rember the last time I ate something and kept it down. The sound of the doorbell pulled me out of my thoughts. I stood up and a huge wave of panic hit me but I reminded myself that after this I could finaly rest. In peace. I opened the door and let my bandmates into me and Scott's shared apartment."Scott? They're here!" I yelled, trying to keep the anxiety out of my voice.Soon after Scott joined the group in the living room."sooooooo....watcha need mitchie?" Kirstie asked. "I just need to talk, but I don't have much time so please no interrupting. There are some things that you don't know about going on in my life that I have been dealing with for a for a long time. It started when I was 15 and I first came out to my dad.Ever since then...." I traild off, wiping a tear off my cheek, "..he would hit me, punch me yell at me....sometimes rape...I started to cut and I have been cutting ever since." I pulled my jacket off and for the first time since I was 15 I found myself in a short sleeved shirt. Everyone was looking at my arms and crying, but I knew that I did not have much time left. "The night that Scott asked me to join him and Kirstie to try out for the sing off was the night that I had planed to end my life." I looked Scott in the eye and held his gaze as I proceded. "But I love you, as more than a friend and I went with you to the sing off. After we won  I got a little bit better. I felt like I had something to live for. But then my mother got back together with my father. Things from the past came back to haunt me. I fell into a dark hole and my only light was when I was cutting. It made me feel again. Then one time I took a whole bottel of sleeping pills and invited my frinds over to tell them my full story. That time was a few minutes ago. But before I go I just wanted to thank you for all of the ways that you helped me, even if you had no idea how much it ment to me. Thank you for being there when I was alone. For being the best friends I could ask for. Don't cry when I'm gone, I need this. I love you all so much. I'll miss you...goodbye." I could feel myself sliping away. I could feel myself falling into deaths arms. Into the darkness that I have wanted for so many years. Now I could rest. My eyes closed and I let myself fall.

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A/N:

I'M SORRY!!!! But....this is just part one.....who knows....in part two they could find a way to save him...you'll just have to read and find out! please vote, comment and....umm...share? Is that a thing? I don't know. If you wanted to leave a story idea in the comments then I'll use it. Okay....

BYE!!!XOXO

-Wyatt the sphynx cat

P.S If I get two votes then I'll go back and fix spelling. Deal? Good.