It was almost midnight when eshaal went to kitchen and made toasted bread and warmed some milk... She knew since afternoon sahir didn't have time to eat anything... She went upstairs and knocked on his door.
She heard shuffling then after few seconds sahir opened his door and asked curtly "kya chahiye"
Eshaal was taken back by his tone.. She calmly replied "maine bread toast kiya tha...bhook lagi ho toh aakar khalein"
Sahir replied immediately "bhook nahi hai " And closed his door.
Hearing his tone towards her... Eshaal's hunger vanished.
Eshaal climbed down and went to kitchen... She placed food in a container and kept in the refrigerator.
She went to her room and layed down... She started thinking about the entire day...she thought it was her mistake and she was making sahir pay for it.
Her mind was completely muddled thinking about the relationship they landed themselves in.
Amidst all this her heart was still petrified knowing how she almost got raped...she could still feel the guy's dirty eyes on her...she felt stupid for trusting people be it her friends or sahir.
She believed that right now sahir might be cursing her with every breathing knowing she ruined his life.
Tears rolled down her eyes... She thought it was her stupidity that led to them to this situation... She wished this wouldn't have happened... She wished she shouldn't have said yes to sahir coming with her here to basically baby sit her... She thought it was sahir's pity to get married to her.
A sob escaped her lips fearing what would happen next... She reckoned soon enough she'll be divorced girl... Because there was no reason sahir would want to live a life with someone who is so unsocial, withdrawn and loner who stuttered and lacked basic confidence.
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She sat by her window watching the sky aimlessly... If only she didn't agreed to go with her friends... She wouldn't be in such a trouble...her brimmed with tears ... She made ablution and placed a prayer mat and prayed to Allah SWT to help her and bring her out of this situation... She sat on the prayer mat muttering duas to reduce her anxiety... Her mom always taught her duas to relax herself as she was prone to panic attacks since childhood.
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