Graduate student Sawyer Nicks finds herself in a whole new state learning to navigate her way through her masters program. Following her dreams of moving to the east coast, Sawyer and her two best friends, Alyssa and Niall, make the cross country mo...
This is the most nervous I have ever been in my whole life. Friday could not come any fucking slower I swear. As I stare into my closet I can't help but want to look hot as fuck to show Harry. I know it sounds stupid but he just is getting on my nerves. I decide to go with my hot as fuck plan and pick out an outfit that is a little too scandalous but who cares.
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Yes it's a little out there but you only live once right?
I also decide to pair the outfit with my pair of white go-go boots. If Sage can rock it at a concert, so can I. Looking in the mirror I feel like hot shit. Sometimes looking hot takes away some of the nerves. With that being said I still feel like I may puke.
"Sawyer Artie and Spencer are here. Are you ready?"
"Yeah just give me one second to touch up my eyeliner."
Since I'm choosing to go way out of my comfort zone I also decided to wear bright green eyeliner instead of my normal black. After double checking my wings I grab my bag and head out of my room.
"Holy shit Sawyer. Spencer needs to watch out because I dump him for you. Harry is going to lose his shit. "
Blushing, I begin to cover my face like always. "Hey hey I didn't do this for Harry. He can suck my dick. He is an ass and I could care less what he thinks."
I'm aware I'm lying to myself but whatever. Let me live.
As we all drive to Lights Up I feel the butterflies in my stomach move around. How can someone make me so nervous? I don't even know him.
Much to my dismay we arrive at the club and start to filter in. Just as Alyssa and I are about to walk in she holds me outside the door. "Sawyer Nicks, you show him how hot you are. This is your night to prove to Harry what he's missing. You hear me?"
"I love you, you know that right?"
"Trust me I know. Now get your ass ready to dance."
Oh god I'm going to end up embarrassing myself again.
Just like last time as we walk into the pit all the lights are on and Mitch and Sage are setting up their gear. As we make our way up to the front row, I notice how happy Sage and Mitch look on stage. I hope it works out for them.
After about twenty minutes of the crowd waiting, the lights go out like before. A sudden wave of panic goes over me as I wait to hear Harry's voice.
"Good evening everyone. My name is Harry Styles and thank you for coming tonight. Now if you know us well then you know we strictly play cover songs. Tonight we are making an expectation and playing a song I wrote. We hope you enjoy."
Interesting. I wonder if he is a good writer. I mean he is an artist so probably. Deep in thought I am all of a sudden pulled out when the LED lights turn on.
Instantly I'm wiped out my Harrys outfit. He must be trying to kill everyone in the room. Not only is he wearing a salmon colored suit jacket with flower detailing, he is also wearing a fucking collar. Not to mention that he has nothing under the jacket, once again showing off his butterfly and cross dangling around his neck.
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Sick bastard.
What's sending me over the edge is the leather collar. I wish I could fuckin breathe. All I want to do is ride him while tugging on that damn collar. That's a dream that will never come true however.
Just as I finish ogling over his outfit I notice the LED lights are deep orange.
Wtf.
They only ever use green.
I thought the whole point of the lights were to reflect Harry's undeniable narcissism? Why orange? And why now?
All of a sudden Harry's smooth voice goes out over the speakers.
"I'm selfish I know. But I don't ever wanna see you with him."
**Authors Note**
Hello everyone! This was a double update so make sure you read chapter 11 before this one! A little spoiler but be ready for tomorrow because you get Harry's POV for the first time.....
