Quiero Sentirme Bien (FemReader x AOT)

ﾟ+31.Are We Still Good? +ﾟ

"Don't know where we stand, I used to hit you bout everything
Are we still good? If I need to talk are you around? Are you down for the cause?"

- "Jungle" by Drake

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Eren's POV: (3:00 P.M.)

I texted y/n and still haven't gotten an answer. I mean, I texted her since the morning

Me:

Hey...

What are you up to? (3:00 p.m.)

Y/N... I'm BOREDDDD (4:00 p.m.)

Are you hanging out with 'horse face'? (6:00 p.m.)

I called her but she did not answer.

Hello?? (6:30 p.m.)

Jeez, I'm pathetic.

I sighed and got up from my bed. Armin hasn't been in the room lately. He's either been hanging out with the group or with Annie. I headed to the frat house. I headed to the basement and saw Reiner and Bertholdt, putting their drugs away as they saw me walk in.

"Yo~," I said loudly, they both looked at me.

Reiner sighed. "What is it?"

"Damn, don't have to be so happy to see me, Reiner." I jokingly said.

"Look... I don't want you here." Reiner says, coldly.

"Look, all I need is a few opioids, a gram of cocaine..."

"Sorry Yeager, I can't help you,"  Reiner says, looking to the side.

"Reiner, I've had a shit day today. So, I need you to give me the drugs, alright?"

"I'm not gonna help you kill yourself, Yeager..." Reiner replied. "I'm sorry but... Bertholdt and I agreed that you can't hang out with us anymore."

I looked at Bertholdt. Bertholdt looked to the side, trying to avoid eye contact with me.

I gritted my teeth. I got up and grabbed Reiner's collar. "Listen, you're going to give me the drugs I am asking for." Bertholdt grabs me and picks me up. "W-what the fuck!"

"Sorry Eren, but we're serious," Bertholdt said as pushed me out of the room. They locked themselves in the room.

"A-are you fucking kidding me? You now want to pretend you have a fucking moral high ground?" I start pounding on the door. "OPEN THE DOOR!"

Silence...

"Fuck you... fuck you both, okay? Are you doing this because you care about me? Huh? If you two motherfucks gave a shit about me, you wouldn't have let do me take fucking drugs in the first place!"

Silence...

"But you did... Both of you fucking let me do it... So open the fucking door! Open the door!" I kept cursing them.

"We can't... I'm sorry, Eren..." Bertholdt says behind the door.

"Open the door! Open the fucking door..." I said, whimpering. "You guys did this to me... you fucking did this to me... You both ruined my life... If you don't open this door... I will hate you both, till the day I fucking die."

"I-I'm sorry... Eren..." Bertholdt says as he walks away from the door. I heard Reiner crying in the background.

"Fuck you... You fucking did this to me!" I sobbed, hitting the door. Both of them didn't answer, they ignored me. I cried by myself for 10 minutes before I gave up and decided to leave.

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(A/N: "All For Us" by Labrinth

Just play 30 seconds of it.)

I... I have to see her...

I headed to y/n's dorm and unlocked her door. She wasn't there. "Fuck..." Tears came down my face. I tried calling her again but it went to voicemail...

Why... why is everyone fucking with me today...? SHIT.

I called Zeke's phone. He answers.

"Hey... Zeke... I need you. I was wondering if you could do me a favor. Yeah... I wanted to see if you wanted to give me some drugs... T-Thanks... I'll see you soon."