Quiero Sentirme Bien (FemReader x AOT)

Writers Note: Finale

Hey everyone!

Long time no see. I know... it's been forever since I published anything and just been on here. I wish I could say the reasons were positive but unfortunately, my life has been very rough lately. 

There have been good things that have happened but a lot of bad. 

I want to start by saying thank you. From the bottom of my heart, I want to thank you all for the support of my series and writing. If you asked me back in 2021 when I first began writing or even plotting this story I would have over 40 thousand views on this story and an amazing group of people who come here to comment, read, and just enjoy something I wrote... I would say you're crazy. 

I never expected my fic to get any views to be honest nor likes! It means the world to me that you all have enjoyed my not-so-well-written fic! Sorry, I am very harsh on myself and I plan on getting better as I continue to write. 

This brings up another subject I will go on about but really... Thank you all from the bottom of my heart. You are the reason I kept trying to come back and finally made it back here. I love you all so much. 

Now... 

I have news. I plan on coming back to this fully. Will I post every day like I did when I first started? 

No. I'll be honest. It's hard for me to come back to things because of trauma but I will try to make a better effort on writing. I want to do better. Be better. So I will be making longer chapters with any of my stories (well the main stories at least)

I want to give you guys the best quality work I can give. Is it quality? Not sure but it would be what I think is quality lol. I have a lot of plans and I don't know when I will post them but we will see. 

Alright. Time to chat about the final chapter. 

Boy. So let me be honest here, I had this ending written since the beginning of just planning out the fic. Let me also be honest, I HATED ZEKE AT THAT TIME. 

Things have changed. I love Zeke with all my heart and I simp for him. So... with that being said. this ending was supposed to change but... I think that with how I want to continue this story, it's needed. 

Zeke is a complicated character. In AOT and my fic. We will be diving deep into his lore because I have plans ya'll. 

With that being said. Sorry. 

The final chapter was very triggering to write and create and I'm sure it was triggering to read. I went off a personal experience (well added more drama to it) so it meant a lot to me to write. It's hard as a SA survivor but I tend to think of writing as a form of expression and release. I am a mental health advocate and have studied / graduated from the mental health side of things so I just want to leave a few resources and let you know you're not alone and I am here for you. 

If you are in crisis, or you know someone who is, contact the 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline or dial 911 in case of emergency.

Call or text 988.Chat 988lifeline.org.TTY users, use your preferred relay service or dial 711 then 988.

https://www.mentalhealthfirstaid.org/mental-health-resources/

Until then <3