My ride or die

XV

*✬.•°°• MY RIDE OR DIE °•°•.✬*
THIRD PERSON

When I was young, my parents figured I was a boy. But I grew hair, I never had a lot of facial hair, I didn't have guy features. Only a dick. But they had a problem with that.

By the time I was 13 they told me I needed a husband, but I was gay and men didn't like the fact that I had a dick. So they looked for a wife. I didn't want a wife anyway. "Mother I don't understand why you can't respect my wishes." I sighed.

"Oh shut up! You are nothing but an accident! I didn't create a f*ggot. You are getting married to a man and that's final." She had told me. I couldn't believe my own mother didn't accept me for who I was.

I lived in shame, I was rejected by women left to right all the time. And I didn't want that shit anymore so I put up a wall.

I became emotionless. I worked out, I had a glow up and when I was 16. Women started to like me. From a young age married women would come to see me, I lost my virginity to a 30 year old woman. I didn't even know her, she just told me that it was fine, that it didn't matter.

I just hated my life, I was training more than ever too. My parents found Lilian, at first I didn't like her but we hung out a lot. We got close everyday and we got married. She was older than me but I didn't care, I liked her too much.

We... well I fell in love with her. I thought we were going to finally have a baby together but then she started sneaking out. "Where are you going?" I asked her. "Out. I'll see you later." She always told me.

I felt like I was doing something wrong in the marriage, so I kept changing the way I did things. I wouldn't interrupt her, I gave her what she wanted but it wasn't enough for her.

But then I caught her cheating on me. I hadn't felt that angry. I wasnt angry with my parents like I was with her. I kicked her out... told her to never come back or I would kill her.

I just became horrible, cold hearted. One day I was at dinner with my mother and father. And they kept telling me I was a failure, that I was a mistake. That since I was a freak no one wanted me.

I got so mad at them when we got to their house I murdered them, and set the house on fire. My little sister ran away and I couldn't even find her... I haven't in a while.

So I searched for her. But then I gave up. She was my best friend, the one who accepted me for the way that I was in the family. Mariana and I appreciated her so it was heart breaking to know she ran away.

We just went about our days. Not doing anything besides getting our people ready for whatever hit us. We are the strongest Mafia anyone has ever seen, before when my parents were alive we weren't.

No one can compare to us. And if they do... they just need to be prepared for what's to come towards them. I do not show mercy, I do not show emotion. Especially when it comes to you, Beverly Miller.

If they do, they can prepare for a torture they never wished came. Because you're mine. That baby you're carrying is mine. I'll be damned if someone lays a hand on you.

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Hm. She's gotta dark past. Anyway. I'm queer. <3 COMMENT nice things and VOTE. It lets me know you enjoy this story and actually love me! Peace out my loves! ~Zee