Chapter 54 : Better

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Kasity :

''Alright who told you.'' he says in disappointment, totally ignoring what I just said.

''Oh God I am going to kill you...'' I mumble...

''It doesn't matter Areson. Besides, don't you think it is pretty obvious?'' I continue, not answering his question...

''Fine.'' he says.

I'm just not sure whether my heart is working
And yours is beating double time
Deep down you know I ain't even worth it
It's not enough, babe, all I do is make you cry

''Not fine Areson, where's the problem?'' I proceed to other questions... Because if he's about to completely lose control, I won't let it happen.

''It doesn't have to do with business. So you don't have to worry, I'm not in danger.'' he answers vaguely, trying to avoid the rest of our conversation...

''Even though I can't resist you when you are so serious, I don't believe you sweetheart, something is happening and you aren't telling me.'' I say with a devilish smile on my face and pure irony in my words...

He gives me a weird look, lowers his head down and smiles...

I know, I do this every time
That I just got to say what's on my mind

''What if that has to do with you?'' he says, this time looking away.

''Someone's avoiding eye contact...'' I say, teasing him...

''Oh I get it, you're jelly jelly...Jealous...'' I continue.

''You need more than that to trigger any feeling of mine.'' he says wih an evil look...

''Really Areson? You are jealous of Alastair aren't you?'' I ask, with a serious look on my face and this time, with butterflies in my stomach...

''No. I am allowed to have my own issues, am I not?'' he says...

''You are pushing me away again...'' I say as I slightly frown...

''Kasity look at yourself. Look how different you came back, kind of happier, calmer... And this means that this time away from me, actually did you good.'' he confesses...

You deserve better, better, better than me
Might be what you want, but I'm not what you need
You're better, better than you even realize
You deserve better, better, better than me
Might be what you want, but I want you to see
You're better off without me in your life

''That's why it would be better if you-'' he says but I cut him off...

And I hope you find somebody else
That'll love you like nobody else
And I hope he gives you something real, oh, I love you still
But you deserve better, better, better, better

''Areson what are you saying?'' I say as I start becoming upset...

''Tell me that you aren't leaving from me once again...'' I say as I look him in the eye.

And he doesn't say a word.

''I can't really tell you what I feel. If this was about me, I'd know damn well what to do, but I can't get you destroyed by keeping you close to me.'' he says having difficulty talking as he took one step towards me.

Give up on me, 'cause, babe, I'm hopeless
The more it hurts, the more it's right
You know I loved, I just never showed you
It'll be too late when you're with some other guy

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