Chapter 27 : Hurtful Confessions

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Areson :

It's not true
Tell me I've been lied to
Cryin' isn't like you
What the hell did I do?
Never been the type to
Let someone see right through•

She should get away from me as soon as possible. I don't want her in danger anymore...
But if she's working with Sebastian again, then she's seeking for danger herself.

So that was it.

She left that day, because she was working with Sebastian.

I really can't believe I fell for such woman.

I should have noticed her intentions, but I didn't, cause I was blind.

That's the reason I don't want to be part of that 'love' shit.

I really cannot guess the reason why she came to see me today. I really cannot force myself to believe she even cares about me.

When I get out of this hospital, I'll just continue my work, as usual. However, it won't be the same.

"Damn, i miss her already." I mumble as I lean my head back, closing my eyes...

•Maybe won't you take it back?
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothin' has to change today
You didn't mean to say, "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to•

Kasity :

I returned to our apartment...

I hate this place.

Some many memories in here though...

I layed on the bed, as I was really tired.
Emotionally.

"Areson fucking Kingstone" I mumble, as I get frustrated.

He's so arrogant he didn't even want to listen. I hate it when he acts like this. If he cared, he would listen to me.

I thought he could love...
I thought I could love...

•Maybe won't you take it back?
Say you were tryna make me laugh
And nothin' has to change today
You didn't mean to say, "I love you"
I love you and I don't want to•

Two days later...

I was notified that Areson was getting out of the hospital today...

I really felt relieved.

For the past days I'd been having nightmares and I really could not sleep with the thought of his constantly unstable state at the hospital...

Up all night on another red eye
I wish we never learned to fly
Maybe we should just try
To tell ourselves a good lie
I didn't mean to make you cry•

I was sitting on the balcony.

That damn balcony.

I can't fight back the memories.

Suddenly, the door opens...

Somebody walks in slowly. I do not want to turn around to see him, because I know who it is...

"How come you are still here?" he asks, curious.

I smile in disappointment and turn around to face him.

"What do you think made me stay after how you spoke to me last time?" I ask him back.

"I don't want to start a fight." He responds, his face, dead serious.

I get up from the chair I was sitting and approach him.

"Why? Because you are afraid to face the truth?" I start to get angry.

"Which truth are you referring to?" He responds, slowly losing his calmness...

"You really don't know?" I ask him, looking straight in his eyes.

He stares at me and doesn't respond.

"Do you want me to remind you? I saw you that day with Victoria and don't even try to deny it because I saw you kissed her!! How could you do that Areson?" I say angrily, raising my voice, trying to hold back my rage.

"Are you out of your fucking mind?? Did you really see what happened???I pushed her back, Kasity, and don't tell me you don't know how Victoria acts!!!! You could have waited to see what happened next but no, your arrogance along with your anger didn't let you see clearer!" He yells.

"And how are you going to explain the fact that after what they did to me, you continued to work with Sebastian????" He asks, trying to calm down.

"I didn't know Areson!!!!!!!!And i was threatened again. I knew nothing about it, and when I found out that you were almost dying, I swear I felt my world collapse!!" I shout against him, trying to hold back my tears.

"Please Ares, at least tell me you understand..." I slowly say...

"Kasity, when we first met, I knew I was going to fall in love with you. When I did, I realised how dangerous it was going to be." He answers...

"What are you trying to tell me now?" I ask, finally calm down again...

He turns around and sits down on the bed, as if trying to think.

"I'm a dangerous man Kasity, and I'm scared." He finally says, lifting his head up to see me.

"What are you afraid of Areson?" I ask, looking helpless.

"You could get killed" he answers...

"I've been working along with criminals my whole life, why are you scared Areson?" I ask again...

"I've never been scared for my life, but I'd  lose my fucking mind if something happened to you" he confesses, then gets up again...

"Please Areson, don't prevent me from loving you. That's the only way that you're not going to protect me" I say, looking straight in his eyes...

There's nothin' you could do or say
I can't escape the way I love you
I don't want to, but I love you•

"Then what should I do?" He asks, still angry, with himself.

"kiss me." i say...

He looked surprised.

He approached me, until our faces were close enough...

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Soundtrack : i love you by Billie Eilish

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