you should see me the way I see you

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Isaac's POV

July 4, 2021

I was on a call with Jaxson, I needed a distraction.

"Hello," he said when he answered

"Hi," I say, trying to suppress the tears

"Isaac what's wrong" he can note these things so easily

"Jaxson, he hit me" I whimpered

"what" I couldn't answer I was full-on sobbing "I'm coming over" Jaxson stated

***

When Jaxson got to my house, he made a beeline to my room. As he entered, I was still bawling my eyes out. He came up to me and held me tight.

"Shh, it's ok. I am here now. Tell me what happened" he said

"Levi. H-he hit me" I say. My voice trembling

"He what" he demands

"He hit me and yelled. He left me Jaxson. He left. I knew he did not like me. I knew he just agreed because Hope asked. Damnit, Jaxson, why do you have to be with Eli, why can't you just love me, why can't you just see me the way I see you, this was a stupid plan."

"Plan, what plan." He asked

"Hope, she made a plan to make you jealous and want me the way I want you," I say

"Isaac" he started

"You hate me now. Don't you" I ask numbly

"No, no I- "

"No, you hate me" I try to convince myself. Jaxson looked directly into my eyes. He cupped my cheeks with his hands and pulled my face to his, smashing our lips together in a gentle kiss. The kiss soon turned into something more. It got heated quickly. One thing led to another. Jaxson started to push me to my back on the bed. We pulled apart to catch our breath.

"What about Eli," I say

"What he doesn't know won't hurt him," Jaxson said. He went straight to my neck and started to kiss me up and down. I moaned loudly.

"Ja~ uhh~ Jax please"

"Please what baby "

"Please, fuck me like there is no tomorrow" I beg. Jaxson went to my neck again and started sucking until he found my sweet spot. He started to bite at my neck.

"uhh~"

I began to tug at the hem of his shirt in which he took it off. I monad at the sight. He brought his hands to my shirt and took it off.

"Are you sure you want this Isaac? I don't want you to be uncomfortable." Jaxson said

"Yes, I want you inside of me now. No prep. No lube. No condom. I want you raw." I mona out.

As soon as I finished talking, he removed his pants and boxers all at once. I was drooling over the sight. he is most definitely bigger than Levi. I monad at the sight. Jaxson swiftly tore off my boxers and pants. He positioned himself at my entrance.

"Are you sure?" he asked. I nodded in response. He slowly pushed his length in me as I mona out. When he bottomed out, he waited for me to adjust to his size. I nodded for him to continue. he started to slowly thrust in and out of me. he started to pick up the pace with every thrust. Eventually, he hit my prostate. I mona like a slut and I start to see stars.

"Jax~ uhh~ I'm close"

"Me too baby" when he said that I came. A bit after I did, he climaxed as well. We snuggled up together.

"We should go shower," he said. After another round, or two, we changed the bedding and climbed in.

"You okay," Jaxson asked well panting to catch my breath. We were lying in my bed.

"Yeah, I'm okay," I say in response. All of a sudden, we hear the front door open. We do not think much of it until we hear footsteps coming closer to my door. Mind you we still had no clothing on. Without knocking my mom walked it.

"Hey, Isa- oh my goodness I am so sorry ill knock next time," my mom said and shut the door on the way out.

"Well, that was awkward" Jaxson stated

"Yeah. Well, let us get dressed and go down for supper." I speak

"We were up here for five hours," he asked surprised

"Yep," I say back.

"Damn," he said just above a whisper.

***

"Hey mom," I say awkwardly

"Isaac. Jaxson it's so good to see you again" she said

"It good to see you too," he said politely

"Would you like to stay for diner," my mother asked. I was hoping he could

"I would, but my dad wants me home" I was a little disappointed

"Well okay, I hope I see you more often with my son" mother said.

"MOM," I say.

"Well, I'll see you later Isaac," Jaxson said to me

"okay"

***

Jaxson's POV

When I walked into my house, I wanted to go back to Isaacs immediately.

"Dad, I'm home" I call out

"Get your ass in the dining room right now" my dad shouts at me

"Yes sir?" I say when I walk in

"Sit," he said

"Yes sir," I say sitting in my seat. As we ate, I decided I wanted to tell him about Eli and Isaac. It was a stupid Idea.

"Father, I wanted to talk to you about something"

"what"

"Um well, I uh, I think I'm bi"

"what"

"No, I know I'm bi. Father, I have a boyfriend, and me and Isaac, we like- no love each other more than friends"

"No, you aren't"

"Yes, I am"

"Excuse me"

"I said, yes. I. am"

"Get out"

"what"

"I said. GET OUT OF MY HOUSE"

"no"

"Get the fuck out you useless faggot"

That was not the first time I was kicked out. Last time I was aloud back after a little, but now, I am not.