you should see me the way I see you

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May 21, 2021

Ding...

I heard my doorbell I knew immediately who it was.

"He's here," I said to myself. We don't have school today so I and my friends are going to the mall. why? Well, you see Jaxson overheard one of the LGBT kids in our school saying they are going. He won't tell me who he is talking about. But right now I'm trying to get dressed and thinking of how to come out to my mom today. I should probably tell you about myself. hi, I'm Isaac Peters, I'm 16 turnings 17 in a few weeks. I have platinum blond hair with blue eyes and freckles.

"Dude hurry up already, Lincoln and Jack are already there," Jaxson said when he barged into my room.

Jaxson Thomas, also known as my long-term crush, 17, and straight, yeah he's straight and may I add homophobic as fuck. He has short deity blond hair. he has mud-like brown eyes, and he has muscles. And he is hot as fuck, and he's 6'4

"HA," I scream well trying to cover my body, "dude do you ever knock?"

"I don't know. But hurry we're gonna be late you dumb ass."

"Ok just get out," I yelled at him. When I was finally dressed, I and Jaxson made it to the mall. When we got to the Cornwall center we found Lincoln and Jack.

"Finally, what took you so long" Jack complained.

Jack Grant, age 16 and straight. I hate him. He has dark brown hair with blond highlights. He has dark brown almost black eyes. And he is a bit overweight, he's cool sure but I hate him. he is 5'10.

"Yea, what were you doing, fucking?" Lincoln joked. At that comment, I could feel the heat rising on my cheats.   

Lincoln Morrison, straight, and 16. he looks a lot like Jack. I think they're cousins. he is 5'9.

"So, why are we here," I asked. The others pointed in the democratic of......

"Sephora?!" I asked very, and I mean very, confused. And then it clicked. "No!"

"This is why we never told you. What do you have a crush on her or some shit?" Jaxson said. I shook my head no. "Then why do you care."

"I don't," I mumbled 

"Good" as we entered the makeup store, I saw her. She was standing at the place where the workers do the makeup. I don't know what it's called I have never been here. 

"HAY," Jaxson shouted to gain her attention, "fag you better watch out from now on I don't know who you think you are but you corrupted one of our friends, he won't be at school anymore."

"Jaxson just leave me alone," she said annoyed

"No"

 "Yes"

"No"

"Yes"  

"What you gonna do 'bout it"

"SECURITY!" She yelled 

"Oh, so scared," Jaxson said sarcastically. We didn't think security to come, but they did. To say we were kicked out is quite literally the exact thing that happened. THEY KICKED US OUT!! 

When I got home my mom was there.

"Mom"

"Yes Isaac"

"Can I talk to you" yes, yes I am about to come out to my mother. She knows I have a crush on someone. But has no clue who.

"Yes, what's up"