Out of Love {KarlNap}

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this is gonna be short 


'Hey sappy' Karl said, wrapping his arms around his boyfriends waist. 

'heya bubs' Sapnap responded, running his hand through Karl's hair. 'I love you' Karl murmured into Sapnap's chest, sighing contentedly. 

'I love ya too bubs, love you to infinity and beyond' 

They two men were deeply in love, knowing that nothing could ever separate them. Their bond was too strong, their love like fire, each other the fuel. 

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'Y'know sappy, before we got together, I just imagined the love songs as us, but now, I don't have to imagine it, the loves songs are really about you.' Karl said into Sapnap's ear as the cuddled on the couch, watching a movie. 

'geez Karl, you're so cheesy' Sapnap said half-heartedly, attention still focused on the movie. 

Karl laughed, feeling his heart drop a bit. he knows how hard it is for me to compliment others, why didn't he at least say something else? I know he's joking, but 'you're so cheesy', really? And no nickname? He rarely calls me Karl.... His lower lip quivered, of course you are upset about this, you're so emotional he mentally scolded himself, feeling guilty for getting so upset about something so little. 

He shouldn't have felt guilty, as the two males both knew that expressing love was hard for Karl, and he needed reassurance sometimes. And that sentence? It had taken a week for Karl to think of, as he wanted it to be meaningful. 

One thing the two had shared was their fondness for love songs, and when Sapnap didn't even react to Karl's words? 

It hurt.

But something small like that wouldn't ruin their love right? 

The two men were still deeply in love, right?

They loved each other, 'to infinity and beyond', right?

Right?

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'Hey Sap, can you please come help me with this? I'm super confused, and I don't understand it.' Karl called from his office, hoping to catch the attention of the male in the other room. 

'Not, now  Karl, I'm playing with George and Dream. I'll help you in a bit, geez' 

Karl could hear the iciness in his voice.'

'But babe, you've been on the SMP for hours, please this won't take long.' Karl tried again, he knew that Sapnap knew how to do this, and it would take literally five minutes, why couldn't he just come help? It wasn't that hard.

'Oh my god Karl, stop asking! You're being really annoying, just figure it out yourself.' Sapnap said back.

'Okay..' Karl spoke softly, lately his boyfriend had been getting more and more distant, playing with Dream and George a lot, leaving for long periods of time, snapping at Karl.

he loves me, he's just busy right now, he'll come cuddle soon, don't worry Karl told himself, trying to calm the strange feeling in his stomach. 

After all, they were in love

They had promised

And, you can't break promises...

Right?

---

'Dream have you heard from Sapnap?' Karl asked worriedly, waiting for the blonde's voice to ring out from the phone, waiting for him to say that Sapnap was okay.

'I haven't heard from him, I'm sorry Karl' Dream said, feeling bad for the boy. After all, his boyfriend had been gone for over 12 hours.

'I-i'm gonna go out looking for him' Karl said, mostly to himself.

'Alright Karl, but be safe.'

'I will, thanks Dream.' He hung up the phone, grabbing his keys, wallet, and shoes. 

Sapnap and Karl had gotten into a fight, and Sapnap had left in rage, leaving Karl in a state of panic. 

He set out into the night, avoiding the small puddles that lay on the sidewalk,  the streetlights illuminate the dark night sky. 

A few times, when Sapnap had gotten mad before, he'd left, and come back drunk. Karl hated it, the smell of alcohol burnt his nose, and brought back painful memories. 

He crossed the street, going to a place that he knew Sapnap was very familiar with. 

Opening the door, the strong smell of liquor nearly brought tears to his eyes, and the loud music  bounced around his skull, Karl already getting a headache. 

He weaved through the sweaty bodies, searching for a certain face, a face that had recently become unfamiliar to him. 

A person bumped into him, pushing his back into a stranger.

He turned around to apologise, face meeting the strangers.

'What the fuc-'

Karl's eyes widened.

The stranger was definitely not a stranger, but the look he got was a look of a stranger.

Sapnap, with another mans arms wrapped around his waste, hickeys evident on his neck, a cup of poison in his hands, eyes glazed over.

'S-sap?'

'wha- wait, karl??' Sapnap's eyes widened, and he took the mans hands off of his waist.

Karl's eyes fill with tears, the flashing lights seemingly get blurry and stretch out.

'w-why Sap?'

'Karl, please, let me explain-' Sapnap said, reaching forward to Karl.

'I don't want your pathetic explanation, Sapnap, I want a boyfriend that I can trust. But I guess, we don't always get what we want huh? Well, I mean, I guess you do, you can honk around with anyone you want, knowing full well that there is someone waiting for you at home.  Do you not feel a bit guilty? Or is it only because you got caught?' 

"Bubba It's not like that-'

'No!' Karl spoke, keeping his voice as steady as possible.

'You don't get to call me bubba, or bubs, no. We are done, you- you-' He couldn't even insult him. 

He couldn't even call him what he was.

A liar.

A cheater.

Karl turned on his heel, walking out of the disgusting place, taking a deep breath as he left. A tiny part of him had hoped Sapnap would follow him, try and win him back.

But no, there was no Sapnap.

He let the tears fall down his face as he called Dream, unable to make full sentences.

Dream managed to understand mostly what happened, and he offered for Karl to stay with him for a while.

Karl gladly accepted, knowing he wouldn't be able to face that man again.

The man he was in love with.

The man that had fallen out of love.

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Well that wasn't as short as I thought it would b

did u like?

poor karl

don't cheat on your partner folks, it's not very nice!

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