A Beautiful Disaster (Las Castellia Series #1)

Chapter 40

Chapter 40

When everyone says once you're in relationship, even you're married, iisipin nilang masaya ka. Iisip nilang madadaan naman sa usapan ang lahat, mag kakaayos din kayo, sayang naman 'yung pinag samahan niyo; yung ilang taon na pinag hirapang buoin hanggang sa makarating kayo sa ganyang sitwasyon.

But they never know.

Abused.

Manipulation.

Lies and all.

I'm not happy. But I know this is wrong. Alam kong mali, pero tinuloy ko parin. Because I don't know what to do next. Hindi ko alam kung saan mag sisimula. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko sssabihin, paano ko aaminin.

But I wanted to be with him. Levi.

But I also don't want to hurt yuan. But after all it happens, nasaktan ko parin siya kahit pilit nilalayuan lahat ng mali. Pero huli na. Huli na dahil hindi kona napigilan ang sarili ko.

Tao din naman ako.

Napapagod. Gustong sumaya. Gustong maramdaman ang pag mamahal. But the happiness that we want, doesn't give that easily. Hindi basta bastang makakamit.

"Y-yuan, I think we should go home-"

"Milly." He said in monotone tone.

Kagat labing nang lalamig ang buo kong oag katao at pilit na hindi sila lingunin kaso hindi ko makayanan. Milly and levi. Mag kasama sila.

They are infront of us.

I cannot looked into his eyes. I can feel his stares at me and on my hand on yuan's arms. Mas lalong kumabog ang puso ko ng mag salita si yuan.

"It's been awhile.."

I gulped when we surrounded silence. I shifted my eyes at milly and saw her staring at me before she glance at yuan. Her emotions was unreadable. I can't identify which emotions she has.

"Nice meeting you here, yuan and moana. It's been awhile too but we had to leave-"

"This is restaurant, why don't you join with us-"

"H-hon.." pag pigil ko sa asawa ko. Hinila ng kaunti ang kaniyang braso na nag patigil sa kaniya.

He raised his brow as if he doesn't know anything. His innocence makes me nervous, fuck. He knows what he's doing!

"As I said, you can join with us tutal halos wala ng vacant seats. Also, I really want to thank Dr. Fuliego since he's the one who handled me back then." Yuan said casually.

Suminghap ako, hindi napigilan pa ang emosyon at bahagyang malaki ang matang nilingon si levi sa aming harapan.

Levi's eyes remained on yuan's as id he's reading yuan's mind. Walang pinakitang baka na kung anong emosyon sa mga mata nila ng mag titigan ang dalawang lalaki sa harap ko.

"Although.. it's temporary. Gusto ko lang mag pasalamat." Yuan glance at me. "Right, Hon?"

I nodded nervously. Muling kumapit ng mahigpit sa kaniyang mga braso. "It's really f-fine.." I darted my eyes at them; milly to levi. "Y-you can join us.. since.. mukhang dito rin ang distinasyon n-niyo,"

They both agreed. Nag katinginan pa silang dalawa animong nag uusap ang mga mata. Iniwas ko ang mata sa kanila kahit mag bigat sa mga dibdib. I didn't even know why they're with each other! Walang sinabi sa akin ang lalaking nasa harapan ko ngayon!

"I met your father, back then, Milly."

Napa higpit ang hawak ko sa chop sticks at sinundan ang tingin ni yuan kay milly. Milly's lips was half open.