Lost Like You- ON HOLD

🤍Chapter 15🤍

⚠️𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: 𝐁𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝, 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐢𝐝𝐬, 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡/𝐤𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠⚠️

⚠️𝐒𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠⚠️

Adira's pov

"Sex or cuddles?" Caspian asks giving deep eye contact, his dark green eyes leaving me breathless. I smirk thinking for a second then answer "Why not both?" And with that his strong arms cup underneath my ass as he carries us up to his room kicking the door shut and roughly throwing me on his bed.

"I'm gonna fucking ruin you" he says while ripping my clothes off and kissing all over my body. Caspian backs away looking at my fully naked body "So fucking beautiful, I'm so happy you're mine."

He comes back on top of me leaving a hickey on my neck then taking off his own clothes and positioning himself to rub his erection against my throbbing pussy. "Casp don't fucking tease me" I huff annoyed at him teasing me.

"Such a needy slut, you want me so bad" he smirks more while rubbing circles on my clit making me squirm holding back a moan. "Tell me how much you want me pounding inside you, how much you want to cum all over my dick. Tell me and I'll absolutely destroy your insides" his voice a low tone making me more aroused.

"Caspian. Shut up. And, fuck me." I state breathlessly and Caspian obeys pushing himself into me as I moan out in pleasure. He continues pumping in and out of me giving me pain and pleasure together. We've fucked so many times I can't even count but every time I'm still amazed at the way Caspian can make me feel so good.

Caspian keeps thrusting in and out of me, making me into a mess of moans and after a while I can't take it anymore, screaming out "Fuck please let me cum" as a moan. "Okay baby" he says speeding up to bring me to my orgasm following close after with his own.

"Baby you're so good. Such a good girl" he plays with my hair while cuddling me tightly. I hum in content moving back against his body to feel the warmth. "Go to sleep Adira" Caspian moves his hand to cup my boob. It might be a little weird but I love the way he touches me in all the right places knowing how to make me feel good even without having sex.

⚠️𝐄𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭⚠️

Caspian's pov

She softly falls asleep in my arms and after being sure that she's asleep I try to fall asleep myself but just can't. My thoughts are clouded with the job in three nights and Adira moving. I can't believe that in a few weeks I'm not going to be able to wake up to her every morning or fall asleep with her every night. I'm not worried about her cheating because nobody could make her feel pleasure like I do and she better know that but I'm scared that she'll come back different. I know that she's obviously going to change, she's becoming a nurse but I don't want her to change and realize that I don't deserve her, that's she's so much better and needs someone better.

"Fuck it" I mumble to myself grabbing my iPad and earbuds from the nightside table. I unlock it and type in the search bar clicking on website after website and video after video. I hear Adira move around beside me then she sits up. Shit how am I going to explain this to her. Okay Caspian just tell the truth, she can't be mad. Can she?

"What are you doing still up? It's past 2" She asks in a sleep filled hazy voice her eyes taking a second to adjust to the light aluminated from off the iPad screen. "Nothing I just couldn't sleep." That's an awful lie but is it really a lie, I mean it is true that I couldn't sleep. She gives me a look, that tells me even though she's tired she knows I'm lying and pulls the device out of my grasp.